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I was so happy. Mom waved to me. I lifted the books and she nodded. I went to my room and put them away. I sat on my bed thinking about what he had said to me. His mom was mad, he wanted to wait for her not to be or run away. Could we really run away? I mean we were both adults but how could we support ourselves. At the very minimum I'd need to make sure I could afford his medicine. I knew it wasn't cheap especially without insurance.

I went to my desk and started making a small list of what we might need and how much they might cost. Maybe I could get a job and then we could run away but that took time. I wanted to be with him now and always. At least now there was hope for that. I drew some pictures of us for a while until my brother came and got me for dinner. I sat down and we ate. I was in such a happy mood, I was bouncing in my chair.

My brother noticed and signed, "Why you so happy, Song?"

I froze. looking at him since when did he know so much sign language. I'd seen him do a word here or there but never a whole sentence, we usually only communicated through writing. Mom suddenly smacked the back of his head. I thought she was mad he'd signed. I got mad at her. I smacked her. She pulled back surprised by my retaliation but I didn't care.

This was the first time he'd talked to me in sign language. My own brother a whole sentence. I began to sign she had no right, to stop him, to cut me off. She had no idea what it was like living in this house...of...of strangers.

Marty yelled. I didn't need to read his lips to know what he wanted.

I went to my room and shut the door had. I felt so mad. One minute everything was so nice and then it had just turned to shit. I hated how things could do that. One minute I was making love to my Eon for the first time and the next he was dying and it was all my fault. One minute, I'd been happy my brother had reached out and I was overjoyed and the next mom was hitting him and we were fighting again. I sat on my bed and cross my arms. I just...I hated how fast things could turn.

Wha could have been a joyish moment was just another reminder of why...I'd never fit in here. Why I always felt so lonely. Now that Eon was back in my life I felt like I finally had someone back in my corner again. I wanted...I needed to figure out way for us to be together. I...I couldn't stand it here...anymore. I couldn't stand always being pushed out.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and laid back on my bed trying to calm down. I felt a slight breeze once again and sat up. Was the window open again? I turned to look and it was indeed open yet again but this time there was stuff taped to it. I slowly approached realizing it was on the outside of the window. I saw a sign that read, meet me in the park now or else.

I looked to see two answer sheets from this weeks test, one had Eon's name on it and the other had my own. I gasped, suddenly a photo was pressed against the window. I looked to see Mr. Jaids on the other side of my window glaring at me. I stumbled back and he slid the photo about. I paused looking to see what it was. It was a photo of me, my legs were spread with a large carrot shoved inside me. He put another picture up, it was of me spreading myself in an alley way.

Then he put another up it was of me with cum all over my breasts smiling. He put up a piece of paper then, it was a form letter.

'Dear Mrs. Harbon.' That was my mother's married name... I read on. 'Did you know your daughter Song, is a dirty skank, who spreads it for anyone and anything every chance she gets. Please see the photos I've provided.'

I looked at him and shook my head. Was...was he threatening to send that to my mother, with those pictures. He took away everything but the sign that read to meet him the park now. He put his hand next to it. I shook my head again. NO FUCKING WAY! He pursed his lips and put more pictures of me against the window. It was me in the sex suit with a water bottle sticking out of me. Another was of me on the kitchen table, the broken chair leg shoved up inside me. Me laying in a pile of leaves me next to trash back spread open. I signed bastard, sick bastard...I'd hoped I'd destroyed the footage with the camera but now it was clear I hadn't. He put the letter to my mother on the window again and smiled. Then he glared at me with a sick grin and nodded. I sat down on my bed.

He knew he had me. He took everything off the window and disappeared into our back yard. I was devastated... He had all those pictures, he was gonna show them to my mom and he had Eon and my tests. FUCK! FUCK HIM! I dropped to my knees what was I gonna do...if I told he'd release the photos and both me and Eon would fail our tests. I had to stop him from ruining my life but how. I looked around my room and saw the hammer. I knew him, I knew if he didn't get his way he'd throw a fit. Clearly he wouldn't leave me alone, I had to do something about it.

I grabbed the hammer and decided, I was gonna threaten him for once. I'd tell his wife, his job, I doubt he was able to have our test sheets like this and a ton of those pictures had, had him in it. I bet if they found the video of him abusing me, while I was unconscious, he could even go to jail. If he came near me, tried to hurt me, I'd swing the hammer at his head. If he wanted to...to fuck around with me I could do the same with him. If he didn't want to leave me alone. I'D MAKE HIM LEAVE ME ALONE.

I went from freaking out to severely pissed off. I wanted to be with Eon and he wanted to be with me. I wasn't going to let Mr. Jaids get in our way. I nodded to myself and grabbed my jacket, I put it on and hid the hammer underneath it before peaking out of my room. Everyone was still in the kitchen. I knew I couldn't sneak out through the front door and my room's window was a bust but I could try the bathroom window that was how, I got out to see Eon in the hospital.

I moved to the bathroom, shut the door then opened the window. I'd grown some since the last time I'd snuck out but was still small enough to fit through. I left it slightly ajar when I was done so I could get back in. I rushed into the back yard and pulled the hammer out just in case he tried surprising me. I quickly walked to the park three blocks away, he didn't say which park he meant but it was the closest to my house.

At this time of night, it was completely abandoned. I looked for Mr. Jaids but didn't see him anywhere. Was he hiding? Why ask me to meet him and hide? I kept looking around, it was super dark, I wish I had brought a flashlight with me. I noticed all the surrounding street lights weren't working. I wonder why. I cautious walked up to one and saw broken glass all over the ground in the moonlight. THEY'D BEEN BROKEN! I had a bad feeling about this, I stumbled back into something...no someone before I could turn, a hand came over my mouth with a rag. I struggled as they lifted me off my feet. I grasped my hand around their arm but as I breath something sweet in I...felt…

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I was in the back seat of a car, on the floor. I saw lights flicker across the ceiling. Then a red light...then green, the car moved, then green...then red the car stopped. I vaguely realized it was stop lights. I felt groggy... I felt like I was floating. I tried to wake up more. My hands were bound. I was...where was I? The car turned, I tried to move to sit up. The car suddenly stopped and I saw Mr. Jaid's head appear over me. He saw I was awake. I watched him pick up a bottle of something. He poured it on a rag and then brought it to my face. I tired to pull away but he wouldn't let me pressing it hard against my face, I passed out again.

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I was wet on a cement floor, my upper half was on the ground but my lower half was completely in the air. Someone was holding onto my hips as they roughly pounding into me from behind. It hurt...I tried to...do something….I passed out.

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I was upside down...no… I...someone had my lower half and I was arched...my head had fallen so far back that it was upside down while someone was roughly jerking into my lower half.

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I was on my side...one of my legs was cranked up and someone was pounding into me hard...my entire body shook with each thrust. I felt woozy as the rolled me lifted me and held me on their lap putting themselves back inside me once more jerking.

I was wet...naked, on a wet cement floor, water was rushing around me. I had a chain wrapped around my neck digging into it. My privates stung, I knew someone had penetrated me. I saw some blood going into a nearby drain. My hands were in soft cuffs attached to a thick chain in the middle of the room. I slowly rolled over from my back onto my stomach. A naked man was sitting in a chair, in the corner of the room. He was smoking, I couldn't see their face, there were so many shadows in this room, it appeared to only have a single light bulb.

The room was small, there were oil stains on the cement. I saw a garage door. My eyes focus and unfocused, the man leaned forward into the light. I saw it was Mr. Jaids his hair was wet slicked back. He let out a puff of smoke... What was he doing here? Wait...where was I? Why was I here. He stood after a few seconds and walked up to me.

He crouched down next to me and I notice he was wearing rubber gloves. He signed "Your lover boy, doesn't have much in the way of brains. He must have one thick cock if you still want him."

I just looked at him... he looked down at me and shook his head. He signed "It's okay you don't' have to say anything. I know were done talking. Don't mind me, I'm just taking out the trash." He stared off into space for a second. He looked fucking deranged like he hadn't slept. His eyes were wide and there were circles under them. As I woke up more I realized...this mother fucker had kidnapped me.

I looked at him with disgust. He moved his lower jaw from side to side before he took a long drag of his cigarette and then put it out on my shoulder. I squirmed as it burnt my tender flesh. After a few seconds he pulled the bud away, went over to a metal bucket and threw it in. Then he slowly walked around me, when I looked up at him. He signed, 'You love him. You love him. You love him. You want to runaway with him.'

I furrowed my brow...wondering how he knew about that. Was he following me again? Had he followed us into the woods? However he found out...it didn't matter, it was none of his business. He had no right to kidnap me...to rape me. I wasn't going to stay silent this time. As soon as I got out of here I was, I was going to the police. I didn't care what- He pulled on his dick, it was limp and still oozing cum. He giggled himself as I read his lips "You are only suppose to love this!" He shook it for a few more seconds and then continued ranting it was hard to read his lips "After all I did for you. After all I gave you!" he looked down at my crotch, "You're greedy pussy just couldn't get enough. How many times do I have tell you I'd sooner kill you then let you go. Once wasn't enough"

He looked at me and signed. "I thought you were special Song...but turns out you're just trash."

He walked around me slowly again. Then he kicked me to roll on my back. Once I was on my back he kicked my legs apart and stepped between them. He continued to kick them apart until he'd spread me wide. I tried to move, to sit up but I still felt so strange. Had he drugged me again. I felt the tip of his boot go between my legs.

He was positioning it, I knew what he was going to do, again I tried to move to crawl away to do anything but I couldn't. We made eyes contact then he pulled back and brutally kicked my sex with his boot. My entire body jerk with pain. He'd never kicked me with shoes on and never that hard ever. I struggled to curled up I managed to move my hands a little.. He didn't like that, he walked around me and pulled on the chain to make my arms go up over my head.

He attached a cuff to each of my ankles and hooked them up to something keeping my legs apart. He stepped between my legs again and put his dirty boot on top of my painfully swollen sex. I looked up at him, pleading with my eyes as he slowly applied more and more pressure. I read his lips "What don't you like this?" He said I could see his eyes were glossy. "Am I not enough for you. I thought you got off on this...on being degraded...broken down...and abused...you broken little cunt."

I shook my head, he knew not like this...again he was twisting things. I tried to sign, I spelled with my fingers but he refused look. He stared into my eyes shaking his head. He signed "I fuck," He looked up the ceiling continuing to sign without looking at me "I fucking loved you...you know that. I loved you're pussy more then anything. I risked so much to be with you...not once but twice. I was setting money aside," He shook his head, "I was gonna leave my wife for you. I wanted so much for us, to be with you forever... the only real man inside you. We could have had so much fun. I could have made you into such a fuck cunt...you would have never stopped cumming with me but you both betrayed me."

He looked at my crotch and signed to it "Now I'm going to break you," He looked at me as he pulled out a box cutter. I saw the blade and read his lips "I'm going to make you look like what you really are, trash. Then I'm gonna fill your void once and for all and wrap you up tight." He pointed to the wall. "I looked to see another sex suit this one was a full one, it covering everything even the mouth." I looked back at him shaking my head. He continued "Then I'm going to throw you away. Like you tried to throw me away."

He pointed and I saw the box of his things I'd tossed in the garbage. He'd fished it out of the trash. I-NO! NO! NO! NO. He could see the fear in my eyes, the utter horror of what he had said. He smiled down at me, then walked over to a stereo system. He turned it on, I saw lights on it moving. He began to move to music I assumed. I struggled move against my cuffs as he began opening his mouth, singing, I couldn't make out his words.

He got a belt then stepped back between my legs. He began to beat me with it. My breasts, my stomach, between my legs. I thrashed against my bindings each time I was painfully hit. I watched the belt leave welts and break the skin before he tossed it aside and lining up his boot for another kick. We made eye contact, again I pleading with him. He stared at me coldly and pulled back. I closed my eyes, a second later I felt my entire body rattle as he crashed into me.

I knew then, he was going to kill me…. I knew I wasn't going to leave here alive…It was over, my life, was over…. Why after everything I'd lost and was finally gaining back. Why. Why. WHY! I didn't want to die...not like this. Was I cursed or something…

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I don't know when I lost consciousness but I woke on a table. I felt so out of it. My inner tights were bleeding...no my knees, breast, stomach, everything, bled. He was him carving into my skin with that box cutter. He was writing vulgar words all over my body, loose cunt, whore, cock tease, tramp, twat...trash, open hole, cum bucket, greedy pig, dirty skank, broken cunt. He was carving dumb slut into my arm. I saw the bloody and as he was working on u. He saw my eyes were open and smiled. I was in so much pain, I passed back out.

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At some point I felt someone tugging pulling a corset on me, I struggled to breath though my nose in a tight mask. I was in so much pain.

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Someone slapped my cheek, I could barely see. I saw someone in a mirror, no me I was completely wrapped in latex from head to toe, the crotch was still open. I was losing consciousness. I saw a cupcake with a candle in it. He dew close to my head, then blew it out. He pulled back and smashed the cup cake between my legs. I didn't feel it...I only saw it. He zipped up the suit as I was losing consciousness he slapped me awake. He put something strong under my nose. He signed "At last your perfect, you're outsides finally match your insides." Then he stepped back looking me over he nodded. He lifted me up and was carrying me to an open trunk of a car, I closed my eyes.

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I woke to a strong smell, it was awful, I looked there was a sliver of light. I could see trash bags all around me, on top of me...some was open garbage, noodles, diapers, rotten vegetables were spread out. I couldn't move I couldn't do anything. Someone open the lid through another bag in and shut it. I closed my eyes and everything faded to black.

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There were so many flashing lights, mouths moving...

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My favorite lights came through clear crystals. I loved the reflection they made on the wall. I used to think it was magic itself. My grandmother used to tell me crystals had healing properties. I just loved all the colors...how everything sparkled and shined. I remembered watching them on the living room wall for hours. I still had one of her crystals in my room somewhere. I wished I could hang it but one of my younger siblings tried to take it once and I worried they'd break it break it…

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Hands signed, "I'm going to break you. Make you into nothing. You're nothing to me now"

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I recalled drinking straight from a garden hose when it was really hot out. My grandmother had turned on the sprinkler and I ran through it. It was just a little water but I could spent hours running through it. I didn't need or want for anything else. It was so fun it was a nice memory.

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I remembered my grandma holding me in her rocking chair when I didn't feel good. I felt so safe, so warm. The only other time I ever felt like that was when I was with Eon. When he held my hand, it was so warm, I knew he loved me too. I wished I could hold his hand forever. I opened my eyes and he was there with me, holding my hand. He was slumped over onto my be. He looked really, really tired. I squeezed his hand. He pulled it away shot up in his seat. He looked around then wiped his mouth before putting his hand back in mine, I drifted back to sleep.

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I woke to a dark room, a man was at the end of my bed. Light poured in from a doorway. The man lifted something from the end of my bed. A clipboard he flipped through it then set it back down. He walked to the doorway. He looked familiar...that doctor who fixed my finger. He looked around then left the room.

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I woke to Eon, he was awake, he looked tired as he stared off into space. He was holding my hand again. I squeezed it. He looked down at our hands, then at me. He darted to my face, his mouth got wide. He was so close but I couldn't read what he said. I closed my eyes

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I smelt my mom's hand lotion. I opened my eyes as she was putting it on. She always put on too much… always had extra. It would get on me and everything she touched. I didn't like it… I think she knew that… I closed my eyes.

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I opened my eyes, things slowly adjusted, I saw a ceiling. I could recognize I was in a hospital room, a nurse was changing an IV bag. I was in a hospital bed, there were cords, Eon was there sitting in a chair, against the wall. The nurses mouth move, "You should go home, we'll call you if her status changes." She paused and then said. "Okay sweetie, well you let us know if you need anything." She checked my status and then looked at me. She saw my eyes were open. She moved her mouth, "Hello there," Eon soon appeared in my view field, his mouth moved. "Song! Song! I love you! Who did this to you!"

Who...did what, I felt hot, my eyes drifted to the side, lights began flashing, the nurse looked upset she smashed a button on the wall. Eon backed out my view, his hands were up. His face was twisted in horror. A lot of people were soon rushing into the room with a cart.

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I was eating cereal on a couch...watching TV. It was a normal thing to do but nothing was normal about the situation I was in. My boyfriend had used me as fucking collateral for a drug dealer. My boyfriend said he'd be back but he only had a week. It had already been three days and after the things that had been done to me. I didn't think he wasn't coming back...I was beginning to think he'd traded me for his life and they weren't gonna let me go.

Tears streamed down my cheeks and into the bowl of cereal. I didn't want to be here anymore. I didn't want him touching me anymore. The front door was open but the screen door was shut. I wondered if I could make it...if I threw the bowl of cereal on the floor, maybe I could dash out the screen door, down the stairs and out on the street before one of his men noticed me. The big one came in a second later, I saw a gun in the front of his waistband I clutched the bowl knowing I'd never make it.

Still I looked at the door…at my freedom. Suddenly my view of the door was blocked as HE stepped up to me and took the bowl of cereal from me. He pushed me to the side then sat down next to me his leg touching mine. I tried to pulled away but there he gave me a wink and pulled out his dick. I knew what he wanted. I hesitated the big on came up behind me, he grabbed the back of my neck and push me towards the dick...I didn't want to be here. I didn't want to do this, I'd rather be anywhere but here…anywhere. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth I tried to take it but it was too much...soon enough I was gagging on it.

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I opened my eyes, everything was fuzzy, I couldn't breath, I couldn't...I began choking. I was thought I was going to chock to death. I had no idea where I was, I couldn't think, I panicked 'Please...please I don't want to die.' I tried to flail around but I couldn't move. Then several people were standing over me, they pulled a tube out of my throat, it hurt so bad but I could breath. I was exhausted, I fell back to sleep.

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There were lights in my eyes. A doctor checked one and then the other. I looked at him followed his finger then dropped off. He signed to me but I didn't understand it. His mouth moved, I saw a police woman standing next to him. She signed to me, I stared at her, the doctors lips moved. He gestured for her to come with him.. The police woman looked at at me, sadly shook her head but nodded to the doctor. They left the room, I started at a window for a few second, Eon slowly stepped into view looking out the window. He put his hands in his pockets and let his head drop down. He was so close and yet he felt so far away.

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I woke feeling a little more alert. My mom was doing sign language, Eon took her hand and adjusted it. She nodded fixing it. They continued to have a conversation. "How are you," she repeated "How are you." Then "I love you." Then "Song….Song." Then "How do you feel." I watched for a few seconds as she struggled with it. My brother was sitting next to my bed playing with his drum sticks... my littlest sister was there, she was carrying her stuffed rabbit. She could barely see over the bed. She reached out touching some wires. My brother got up and pulled her hand away.

He looked and we made eye contact, he said, "She' awake,"

Suddenly Eon and my mom rushed to me. Eon signed, "Song, Song, blink if you can understand me. I stared at him I don't know if he saw. He kept looking at me like he was trying to find something.

My mom started crying, she signed, "I love you,"

When did she learn to do that, Eon and mom both looked at something. I shifted my gaze, a doctor came in. He checked my eyes then, had me follow his finger. He slowly signed. "Hello Song My name is Dr. Lemon, can you-

It was too much I was too tired I closed my eyes and it all faded away.

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I smelled food my mouth watered. I opened my eyes. My mom and dad were eating something. Eon was there as well. I saw my brother and sister and other brother and sister they were laughing. I breathed in deeply. Eon looked over paused I looked eye with him and he perked up. He came over "Song? Song can you see me. He moved back and forth I followed him with my eyes. Get Doctor Lemon,"

My brother up and rushed out of the room.

My mom turned looking at me, "Oh she's done that before,"

"She's following me," said Eon. He moved I followed.

"So said Marty,"

"She's aware," said Eon.

A nurse came in and I glanced at her she checked some machine and then looked at me. She moved her fingers and I followed she nodded and then left. A moment later a doctor came in He checked my eyes then, had me follow his finger. He slowly signed. "Hello Song My name is Dr. Lemon, can you understand me, look up, yes, down, no,"

It was a simple request but too me I second I looked up.

I read his lips he smiled and said "And we have contact,"

I saw the room light up as everyone got really excited. M mom put her food down and hugged Eon. My little sisters danced around. Why was everyone here? The doctor moved his finger in front of me trying to bringing me back to look at hi hands but there was so much going on. I read his lips, "Can some of you leave I need her to focus. Soon there were less people in the room. I don't know who left only less people. Dr. Lemon signed "Are you in pain?"

Pain why would I be in pain, I looked down recalling it was no.

He smiled again. He signed, Good, good,"

He signed "Do you know your name?"

I looked up.

He signed "Is your name Song Linorik."

I looked up.

"Do you know where you are?" he signed.

I looked around I knew it was a hospital but I didn't know where. I looked down.

"You're in the hospital." He took a long pause then slowly signed, "Do you remember what happened?"

I paused. I don't know what he meant by that. What I remembered, I was taking a test no going to take test or...did I pass my prep class. I saw Eon he moved to the other side of me. I did a double take. Wait...Why was he here? He was mad at me. He told me he hated me to go away. I hadn't seen him in so long...or wait I saw him at a bus stop...or did I dream that. The doctor put his finger in front of me and brought my attention back to him "Song do you remember anything." I didn't know what he was talking about I guess, I looked down, "No"

"Okay," He signed. He paused thinking.

Eon moved into view. "What is the last thing you remember?"

Dr. Lemon shook his head, "No, no Eon, it needs to be yes or no, we start slow...simple...ease into it."

Eon nodded then looked at me he noticed I was looked at him strange. He signed, "Do you know me?"

I looked up, of course I knew him but again why was he here, I was so confused but happy.

I started crying, he was talking to me again. The doctor asked, Eon and my mother to wait outside saying it still might be too many people. Eon shook his head, he didn't want to leave me. My mom grabbed his shoulder and urged him to come with her. I no, I didn't want him to go away again. Don't go..I...I...it was so hard but I lifted my hand ever so slightly. Eon noticed he rushed to me, he dropped down beside my bed, he started crying. Why was his hair so long, it was to his shoulders, there was so much of it, he'd had it short in the courtyard to his ears. What court yard?

The doctor decided he could stay. He held my hand. It was strange I couldn't really feel his hand...I titled my head till it could see it. My hands looked weird, I don't know why. The doctor brought me back. A nurse was there holding a large calendar now. When did she get here? Was she always here.

The doctor signed "What day do you remember last?"

He pointed to my birthday. It wasn't for another week, I looked "No"

He pointed to the day before my birthday, I looked down "No,"

He did the next day and the next, "No, No." He moved to the month instead of the day. I knew the month. I looked at it, my test was then, I looked up. "Yes"

He moved back to the days, going a week back from my birthday. I looked up. Eon looked at me strangely. "Do you remember the test," he signed.

"No" down then wait up "Yes, No" down, I didn't know.'

The doctor put his hand on Eon's shoulder then drew me back to days. "He touched the first day of my test. I knew it but did I remember. I, yes Ian was there but wait his hair was short. I looked up Yes" then I struggled moving my hand. Eon let it go I moved to just grasp his hair. I liked it... liked this. I wanted to touch it, but my hand was so weak so heavy. He looked at me and realized, "My hair...she noticed it" I read his lips. "My hair was shorter then," he turned to the doctors speaking I couldn't see what he was saying.

The doctor nodded. He pointed to the date again the first day of my big test, "I looked up, looked down."

He moved to day before, I looked up, "No"

Then before that I guess I looked up. He nodded and they marked it with an x. Eon realized something and turned to me. "You don't remember running into me...making up? I looked at him with surprise we made up. Eona brushing my hand but it felt off. "He told me we'd madee up and things were okay between us now. I was so happy but it was hard to show it. Was I on something. I saw all sort of wires and cord now. I was tired then from everything.

The doctor moved his finger to pull my attention to him. "My name is Dr. Lemon, You are in the hospital, you are in recovery,"

I looked at him trying to follow what he was saying. What did he mean I was in the hospital from recover. From what. He signed again, "Do you know what happened to you?"

I looked down, "No"

Eon's face held so many emotions, he looked upset and happy, his eyes were glossy, his lips move, "When do we, when do we" He closed his eyes, "Have to tell her?"

"Not today," the doctor said he patted Eon's shoulder "She did good enough for today let's let her rest.

Eon nodded and opened his eyes, he seemed suddenly relieved. He weakly smiled at me but tears were falling down his cheeks. I didn't know why. I was here but Eon was upset. I started at him till I got tired and closed my eyes.

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The next time I woke the police were there. Eon was still by my side. I was scared why were they there? The doctor greeted me and introduced himself as Dr. Lemon, had we met the name was familiar...his face was too. I recalled another doctor but this doctor and that doctor weren't the same. One doctor had fixed my finger he was younger Dr. Lemon was older. He signed to me, the police had some questions about what happened to me. A police woman stepped up and signed, "I am officer Kate," She smiled at me, she had a nice smile, I smiled back.

Dr. Lemon signed, "Let's do what we did the other day, Song. Up for yes down for no okay,"

I looked up. I knew how to do this now. I think I smiled again. Dr. Lemon signed, "We lowered your pain killers, let me know if you are in too much pain. We need you to be a little more alert today."

I looked up. I felt more alert, I guess... pain I felt something slight but for the most part I felt detached from my body...like everything had fallen asleep. The doctor gestured to the officer and said, "Keep it light, she doesn't know, the details yet. We will tell her more as she recovers"

The officer nodded. I was confused, Eon smiled at me his lips said, "I love you,"

I looked at him even more confused. He was mad at me, now he loved me?" I didn't understand, I moved slightly, Eon squeezed my hand, he looked concerned. "She seems upset."

The doctor pulled my attention and asked, "Are you in pain, Song?"

I looked down, "No," I was confused. I wanted to speak but my hands wouldn't. I looked at them. Officer Kate began signing "Do you know anyone who would want to hurt you, Song?"

Hurt me? Who would want to hurt me? Had I done something? Had someone done something to me? I shifted my gaze I didn't like this. Eon squeezed my hand I looked back at him. His lips moved "Song please… focus, we are trying to help,"

I looked at him. He let go of my hand and signed, 'Do you know anyone who would want to hurt you?'

I paused thinking about that longer. I didn't think anyone would want to… I seized something flashed in my mind a blade glistened in the light, Lips moved "I'd sooner kill you then let you go." My eyes widened as this feeling of utter dread washed over me. I recalled him saying that. HIM WHO! My heart began to pick up. I saw a knife...no a box cutter.

I watched him carving into me. His foot was coming down on me, the realization he was gonna kill me. I didn't want to die. I began struggling. I didn't want to die...I didn't want to die. The people in the room moved around me the doctor called "She's getting too worked up, this will have to wait. A nurse handed him something and he moved in close injecting me with something.

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