Sometimes he gets caught up and knows he goes to far. Bria brings out these dark,
this side of him that becomes harder and harder to deny.

He likes being admired and pushing the limits.

He didn't see anything wrong with fucking other people. Its not the same

He can't control himself when it comes to Bria. 
After he broke her arm he was scared he'd get in trouble. He blaimed it
all on her thinking she ampt him up. He tried dating other people, moving
on but he got sick and no one could really do it for him. He started using
drugs more and went looking for Bria. 

No one knew where she was but one day she'd called her mom he found her
and just had to get her back. He didnt' care how crazy things got things
just made sense with her. He got overly confident after she married him
and their porn was doing so well he didn't have to worry about money.

He got greedy hooking up with some of the fans. Vanessa had a really
great body and already had a good following so he hooked up with her.
He didn't consider it cheating its just buisness.

After she almost leaves him he, rapes her and chokes her out on the side of
the road. He runs away again not owning up to his action he and Rudger
and Vanessa go on the run for a while but eventually he come back to get
what is his.

He treats her like a dog  cause he enjoys demeaning her turning her into
something esle, to deny how he really feels.

At one point he does realize he's gone to far but still loves Bria and as long
as she keeps loving him its okay its all going to be okay but she starts to refuse
him and he loses it. He can't live without her and wont let her live without him.
He'll keep hunting her down and try to get back together. He knows he's not
well but doesn't fucking care.