My confidence was tragic….abysmal even which given my line of work wasn't great. I was in advertising you see. I really got into in college. Several of my friends needed help selling some of their junk or promoting a group or band that was in town. I liked creating things for others, it brought me joy when I could make their vision come to life so to speak.

I quickly decided it was what I wanted to do. I tacked on some extra business classes and after graduation I managed to get hired on at (You See, Advertising). I was super exited to start working professional but when it came to the clients, specifically the pitches... I wasn't so great at assuring the client I was their choice.

I had the skills mind you but if I couldn't convince someone to believe in me how could I expect them to believe in my abilities. The company had a lot of jobs I could do through email or phone calls. All of us were on a schedule and when small jobs came up they'd rotate through us. It was never anything to had, a few hours to a week or so. Of course small jobs paid the bare minimum… I had student debt, an apartment and a dog to feed. I needed the bigger jobs.

Every time a big client would come in the company would have us compete. Whoever the client picked would get a team and a bonus before and on completion, depending on the job and how happy the client was that could be a lot.

I heart Trisha talking about it once in the ladies room she, said Renae got four digits her last bonus. Of course Renae was the best she had a way of reading the client and knew just what they wanted. I'd have great ideas for pitches but I'd fumble all over myself, look at the ground and didn't talk loud enough.

I took a public speaking class in College it was required but I also barely scrapped by. Several of my coworks suggested I join and acting class or look into motivational videos. There was one I saw that said to picture everyone naked I tried that...it was even more was making someone naked suppose to help me? Then again it got me thinking…

While my confidence was lacking most of the time there were moments when I felt in complete control on top of the world. Whenever I orgasm I'd be hit with such a wave of euphoria that for a few hours afterwards I was on top of the world. The Queen of the kingdom the walk of the dog… I digress.

The idea is if I could somehow stimulate that if only for the meeting then maybe they'd choose me. Just maybe I'd get a chance… and who knows maybe over time I wouldn't need to cum to….come into my own. It was a silly idea I admit but after RENAE won the last client she took everyone out to dinner. It was usually customary whoever won would take the others out to dinner knowing when they hit it big they'd do the same.

Everyone looked forward to these dinners especially when it was Renae they all thought she had such good taste. For some reason Renae and I didn't get alone from the moment we met. I remember thinking was a bitch straight of the bat. She took one look at me seemed to have come to her own conclusion as well. We did our best to avoid each other but there were moment when she'd talk louder so I could hear or take a moment to stroll by my desk and fan herself with her lasted bonus check.

After her latest dinner half way across the city, she pulled me aside and said maybe I should find an excuse to get out of these celebration dinners or find a new job. I asked her why and she said it wasn't fair for her to have to carry dead weight. Everyone else might have a chance at paying for diner one day but I'd been there over a year and had yet to pay due. She gave me a snotty look and told me to consider another career.

I was fumming the whole way home. I WAS BETTER THEN HER. Not socially but my skills. I made better stuff then her all the time and I know because she'd taken MY stuff multiple times. I'd be working on a project and she'd just take it from me for her client or she'd pull me as an assist, I once assisted her five times in a row no bonus. ONE TIME the had liked one of my ideas but wasn't quiet sure of me given I looked like I was going to throw up. Renea stood up and went off of my idea like it was her own. She got the job.

I didn't think it was fair, I took it up with our boss but he told me I needed to share with her. I had to be a "team player."I should be happy to assist Renea in any way I could because when one of us did well...we all do well. IT WAS BULLSHIT….BULLSHIT. That's why I vowed no matter what NEXT TIME the client was going to be mine. I was going to walk into that board room snatch that client up and we were gona eat SUSHI...I knew Renea hated Sushi she didn't like the idea of it not being cooked. Well FUCK YOU RENEA.

Back to where I was….right kicking some ass winning the client. The next client that came up was a BIG FISH….A SHARK…. Maybe even a whale. The company wouldn't give us the name of the client they valued digression. All we were told in the meeting was it was a big client that had been shopping around and wanted to find the best fit for a fragrance company he was starting.

Renea acted like she already got it pointing out she had a knack for smells and she only wore the best. She began scribbling in her notebook. I jotted down a few ideas of my own. Over the next few days I did a lot of my work in secret, not wanting Renea to steal my ideas. I pretended to be working on one thing while privately working on several other options.

On the day of the meeting I took a long lunch. The night before I downloaded an app for hooking up. I'd made an account with several an allured pictures. I posted I needed a quick afternoon hookup to take me to the max. I got a few interested parties but only one of them caught my eye, he had a nice six pack but his penis was just gorgeous… I felt like I was looking at a work of art and he was less then six block away.

I'd already booked a room this morning and gave him the room number. I got to the hotel room before him and did my hair. I sprayed on some perfume and changed into a sexy slip. When there was a knock at the door I answered it to find a good looking man. He looked like he took really good care of himself. He had on a nice black turtle neck and some slack, no coat.

I opened the door and he walked in. Before he could make awkward small talk I made myself clear. "I'm not here to talk, I'm not looking for a connection. I just need to get off hard and fast."

His ice blue eyes glistened for a moment as he looked at me, I found myself oddly caught of guard never seeing such a color before it was so vivid… His lips curved into a smug grin and he seemed to have gotten the message giving me a curt nod. My eyes lit up then as I rushed up to him and assited him with his turtle neck it came off with ease and there was a undershirt as well. He pulled it up and over his head as I admired his abs.

Of course I was really eyeing the real prize, watching his pants tents. He watched my expression and seemed to study me as he undid his belt and then dropped his pants. He wore tight black briefs I almost felt sorry for his cock it must have been hard being pent up all day. I eagerly sought to free it. I pulled on his breiefs and it sprung out with glee.

I quickly took the tip in my mouth perhaps a bit to enthusiastically but I didn't have a lot of time here. I needed to make this quick, get cleaned up and get to that meeting. My eyes lit up with fire and he seemed to notice, "Everything okay,"

"Fine," I mumbled with his cock in my mouth. I quickly wrapped my lips around his tip and began to suck.

He moaned and slowly pulled back wanting to get to the bed. I crawled after him on my knees letting his dick part from my lips until he was settled. Then I went at it again time him up and sliding his tip to my throat. I worked his dick like it was a melting ice cream cone. He had no complains moaning and gasping deeply. At one point as I lashed my tongue against his shaft I heard him call out, "What's your name,"

I let out a chuckle and said, "No names, just sex,"

"Please he said...give me something."

"I'll give you something." I said pulling away. I grabbed a condom from my bag and opened the wrapper. I popped it in my mouth and then proudly applied it to his member. All those late night playing with banana's had paid off, of course he was bigger then a banana. I chuckled and he ran his finger through my hair as I rose up. I climbed onto of him and placed him with ease.

He looked up at me and I said, "Hang on," as I slid myself down on top of him. He looked at me and for a moment I saw a glimmer of something. It wasn't pleasure but agitation. It caught me off guard. Before I knew it he grasped hold of me and flipped us on the bed. He looked at me his eyes dark, "I'm always on top," He gave me a sly smile then.

I could see it was important to him….fine whatever...let him be on top...I didn't mind as long as I got off… He moved then and oh..oh oh ...When I was sliding down on him I'd already lubed up and I'd prepared myself for a little tension but I realized I'd barley sat down before he flipped us. Now feeling the full..I THINK...this was full might of his member I found my hands grasping at the sheet. I let out a long moan and he chuckled as if to say it was his turn to get me all hot and bothered.

I wrapped my arms and legs around him and we were inseparable. The way my body clung to his was like some sort of glue. The only part that moved between us were our privates and oh how did they move. I felt him filling me deep and hard drilling me into the mattress… I'd had qualms this morning about booking such an expensive hotel, there when my fun money for two month but fuck it if it wasn't worth it. The bed didn't squeak and the mattress seemed more then capable for what we had planned.

He jerked and jutted and I moved my head all around crying out oh it felt so good, I felt my body swell with glee as I came closer and closer he ravaged my poor slip tearing it to pieces so he could get his mouth around my nipple. He sucked and swirled his tongue around it I could tell he knew what he was doing the way he took my breast in one of his hand and moved it in such a way I felt the might of his squeeze time with a hard thrust and I was oh...oh...over the moon in record time… NOW I was wondering who he was…

We'd been fucking maybe a minute maybe three, my fastest time for a pulsating orgasm with foreplay was seven to ten minutes at best. "Who...Whoo.. are you," I gasped as my body rippled with pleasure.

"Ah ah ah… you tell me yours and I'll tell you mine," he teased.

I almost wanted to but this was a strangers….a one off a means to an end….oh END ME END ME. I could feel another orgasm thundering on but then suddenly he pulled from me. I wondered if something was wrong and then he flipped me on my stomach. I realized we were moving to doggy style. Dude didn't even wait for me to get up. He grasped hold of my hips and brought my pussy to that glorious dick of his…

It sunk in hard and deep. He wrapped my hair around his mighty fist and pulled me into position, "Someone's been reading my profile," I gasped. I'd admitted to doggy style, rough stuff, hair pulling take me to the moon.

He chuckled again and then bucked...oh that first buck was enough to have me twisting around him member my muscles convulsed against his begging him to let loose but he didn't. He kept on trucking or in this case FUCKING MY BRAINS OUT. Oh I became delirious with pleasure a real whore all that mattered was his cock and the things it was doing to my pussy. Meeting fuck it… Renae who was that….I was on a rocket ship to outer space.

I cried out like I had never cried out before. I'd hard partners I'd had sex but this guy had a magnificent dick and above all else no matter the size, no matter the shape, he knew how to use it. Oh yes he was well aware of his arsenal and had it running full steam into me. He was hitting placed I never knew I could had my eyes were tearing with such euphoria. I was drooling. I clung to the sheets and listened to the sound of our thwacking bodies fill the room. I felt his balls smacking into me with each well paced thrust and then he leaned down placing his chest against my back. I wasn't sure how many times I'd come I was confused, shaken as I felt himself pulse inside me. At some point the condom must have broke or he must have taken it off because I felt his hot seed...seep into me...filling me up.

I wasn't annoyed...not then and there. No I found myself topping over the edge again as I collapse on the bed. He collapsed on top of me and for a moment I felt his heart beat on my back as his penis twitched between my tights. I let out a long deep satisfied moan riding my various waves...I closed my eyes and nearly drifted off to sleep with his sweaty body cradled at my back.

THANKFULLY I knew myself I set an alarm. Haha, yes I knew I only had so much time. I calculated clean up travel time all of that important stuff when I still had a brain. Right now I didn't want to move my privates hummed with satisfaction but I knew I could go again and again I could let myself go until I was raw. But I had bigger fish to fry at the moment. I thought of Renea again my passion reignited at the thought of tonight dinner.

Somehow I mustered the strength to crawl out from under this man and then tumbled across the room to my clothes. I heard him groan and whine, "Stay,"

"I can't," I said. "I have a meeting,"

"So do I," he said running his hands through his hair, "Let's both play hookie,"

I chuckled. I looked back at him he'd rolled onto his back and gave me a seductive wink, "You eat yet?"

I put on my skirt as he patted the bed calling me back to him. I was tempted too tempted. I decided to save clean up for the office ladies room. I couldn't risk falling back into bed with him, "Just now," I teased.

"Ahh, was I any good,"

"You got the job done," I smirked as I put on my bra and then lazily buttoned my blouse.

"What's your name," he said.

"Likathedick77," I said spouting my user name.

"No," he said, "Come on…my name is-"

"No," I inturrupted putting my hair up "Let's keep it a secret…for next time,"

"So there will be," he said his eyes glistening with excitement.

"Yes," I said, "Let yourself our when your decent" I teased befeore sliding on my shoes and grabbing my purse. I made sure I hadn't left anything and then rushed out into the hall. My second alarm went off, "Yes, yes," I said to my earlier self, I got the message.

I turned it off and rushed down the hall. A man was standing by the elevators. He was wearing a nice suit and had his arms folded in front of him. He had on sunglasses and a little ear piece. I realized he was someones body guard. I guess this hotel was fancier then I thought. I looked at him as I passed but he could have been a statue.

In the elevator I put on my underwear realizing I'd forgotten I found the condom. I quickly tucked it into a pocket and then tried to fix my shirt I looked up after a minute seeking a security camera. Normally I would have been timid ashamed but my confidence was bountiful as I smiled up at the camera.

When the elevator doors opened I had my purse slung over my shoulder and my sunglasses on. I could have been a runway model, fuck it world renown runway model. Some people called it the walk of shame but I never found it that way if anything it was the walk of fame for me. I felt like exhilarated. I had another idea for today's pitch. I dug out my phone to jot it down and found I had thirteen new messages from my sex app..from him. It had been less then five minutes.

I raised an eyebrow and saw he was spamming me, "Is it later yet? How long is your meeting? How about we get something to eat after? Or would you rather meet tonight? Have you left yet? You can still come back to bed?

He'd taken several pictures showing he was ready to go again. I found my cheeks redden I paused on the sidewalk and turned back looking at the hotel. It was usual to have a guys text you this much and so fast…. Usually they wanted to be cool, pretend like they didn't care but clearly I'd impressed this guy...even if it was a quickly.

I didn't respond turning off the app. I clutched my phone and quickly rushed back to work as he sent more and more texts. Now if only I could impress the client this much. I got into the building road the elevator up and ducked into the woman's bathroom. I took one look at myself and said, "GIRL NO."
My hair was disheveled as was my makeup. I was quick to move into action though. I was in charge. I pulled out my toolkit from my purse, change of close, deodorant, hair spray make up. I went into the bathroom and quickly changed I found I was leaking, it must have been a while for him or he was that worked up. I never knew what determined how much they released but this guy was a secretor.

I cleaned myself up put on my change of clothes deodorant and then sprayed some perfume before brushing out my hair and reapplying my make up. I did my lips last. I was slowly going around then when I heard high heels. I looked to see Renea, she'd was all dressed up for the client.

She took one look at me and gave me a smirk, "Long lunch,"

"I was hungry," I said.

"I bet," she said, "Must take a lot of food to keep all that weight on,"

I turned to her giving her a murderous glare. She adjusted her tits in her low cut top, moved some hair behind her ear and then said, "Might as well take the rest of the day, I'm up first and well since you weren't on time you're up last,"

"So," I said putting my lipstick away, "Don't you know they save the best for last,"

She looked at me sensing, I wondered if she could sense my air of confidence yet she puckered her lips and said, "Did your mommy tell you that,"

Bitch I said in my head. I was confident not stupid. I think she could gather my thoughts the way she glared at me before turning on her heels and walking of. I used some toilet paper to get off the excess lipstick and mocked Renae, "Did your mommy tell you that…" I groaned but took a deep breath and collected myself. I went to my desk and found the client had already arrived.

"He's here," said Linsey. She sat in the desk next to me. "He's a big one too,"

How do you know I said putting my purse away, "He had an entourage,"

"So, what more people makes your more important," I said.

"Yes," said Lindsey, "Bill told me bonus is gonna be big if we land this,"

"Yah," I said sitting down, "How big."

"Like major," said Lindsey.

That wasn't an answer but I didn't pester her I needed to focus. I quickly looked over my power point again, doing some last minute tweaked.

"I go in second," said Lindsey still standing at my desk, "After Renea I hate going after her, it's almost as bad as going last. The clients are always overwhelmed by her and underwhelmed by me,"

"Hey at least you've won a few client," I said

"True," she said, "I'm surprised you volunteered to go last."

"Volunteered," I said, "I thought we I was just assigned since I was late coming back from lunch.

"No," said Lindsy, "We're you late? When Trevor was making the line up Renea said you wanted to go last that you had a big pitch,"

That Bitch….I clenched my fist but fuck it. "Yah. I do…".

The door to the board room open we could all hear Renae laughing, "Well you let me know,"

Most people would have seen this as confidence but I'd seen Renae laugh like that before things hadn't gone well for her. Yeee, I tried to hide my smile and instead wished Lindsey good luck as she picked up her portfolio and dragged her feet into the board room. Renae went to her desk another sign things had gone bad. If she had gotten this she would have walked around like she was the Queen and we were her peasants.

I sat at my computer and printed of several last minutes pictures. I practiced my speech in my mind went through some of the points I wanted to reach and Lindsey returned.

"How did it go? What's the client like."

"It didn't go well, I tried to sell him air advertising and maybe having like little parachutes that dropped bottles of perfume."

"Oh," I said picturing dozens of little perfume samplers with tiny parachutes. It was a cute idea just maybe not for the perfume, "Well he might like it." I said.

"I don't think he liked anything I said. He seemed bored and distracted, spent the entire time on his phone he kept checking it and looked annoyed."

"Maybe he's waiting for an important call."

"Maybe," said Linsey.

"Hey cheer up," I said, "You win some you lose some,"

"You seem pretty chipper."

"What can I say I'm in a good mood," I said remembering my afternoon delight.

"Well good luck," she said sitting down at her desk.

I went back to my own pitch trying to tweak it. I tried to add some last minute sounds if he was distracted by his phone maybe he needed some lights and colors. Casinos always played lights and sounds to keep you distracted so you wouldn't think about time. Maybe I could make him forget all the other pitches. I bit my lip feeling a little waver of doubt. Last….was indeed not the best. By the time I got to this guy who was already board and distracted he might not have any patience for me. I needed my idea to stand out to be refreshing. I thought to get some fresh air since I had a few minutes before It was my turn.

I checked my phone and WHAT THE FUCK. 43 Message. 43. It had been like a hour tops since this guy, "OKAY!" I said shaking my head, "He was a good lay a great lay but he was edging on crazy now…. Who texts someone 43 times I scrolled through a few of them, name request, questions about what meeting I had, complements on the use of my tongue. I blocked him, I didn't need this right now. This was suppose to be helping not hindering me.

I went to the bathroom did one last check and waited at my desk. I was after Dave he came out looking somber. As I passed him he said, "Good luck,"

As I went to the door a small man with glasses stepped out, "I'm sorry but we're gonna wrap things up, my boss has other engagements

"Oh," said Trevor. I looked at him. He was my boss he was suppose to champion for me.

He looked at me and mumbled "Well we had one more but if you have to go, you know where you can reach us."

Oh no, I thought pushing my way into that board room. I wasn't about to let this opportunity get away. The little man came after me I saw everyone was beginning to pack up there was like a dozen of so people. Fuck who was this client they did have a big entourage. I frantically set up anyway, "I know your very busy but if you could just give me five minutes I said."

"We're done here," said a booming voice that I knew couldn't belong to the man with glasses.

I turned and confidently raised my heard, "Please I swear you wont be disappointed,"

My eyes focused on several faces people, I didn't know who was in charge here. They were gathering up the other packets my colleges had left but one man sat down and they all paused. They all turned to this man and then quickly sat down save for one man who stood. I found I knew him, it was that guy next to the elevators...the body guard…

I looked to the man who had sat and my eyes widened it was him. "RocktheCock64"

He smiled at me taking of his wide rimmed glasses, "I think we can make an exception Miss…

"Uh," I chuckled, smiling like an idiot. I knew I was going to have to respond but this was an impossible situation. I mean I'd just fucked this guy and blocked him in the last two hours...My mouth opened and closed….a I recalled he did say he had a meeting...I just didn't think it would be my meeting. My heart exploded in my chest.

The body guard cleared his throat and I managed to sputter. "Arina… Arina Capri

"Well Arina," the man said clasping his fingers, "You have my full attention."

I turned around….I wish I could tell you I wowed...I kicked ass that I blew away the competition. That I didn't let my mind race win panic, that I didn't blurt out my speech fuck up my power point and throw my packet about the room. I was a fucking hurricane a balled up mess of nerves my five second hook up was the client, I'd lost this job before I even began. Before I even walked into the room I blocked him did he know I blocked him. Every so often I looked at him and he just had this shit eating grin on face, his eyes always focused on me.

They weren't so hot now...when I was drowning in a pool of my own shit. What was the saying don't shit where you eat. How was I suppose to know he'd be the client? I threw my head back and then realized I'd space out. Somehow I pulled myself together and came to my closing.

"There are a lot of perfumes companies out there...but your not selling perfumes….your selling memories, moments, experiences. You're perfumes should take people to the next level. When they think," hold it together Arian, "Excuse me, When they think of your perfume, we want your name to resonate within them… "He was resonating within me a few hours ago,"

I cut it off there this was a lose, "I think you for...I THANK YOU for your time," I turned on my heals and bolted out of that room. My heart was thundering in my chest. I thought I was gonna be sick I rushed passed Renea she had a smug look on her face. "There she goes she's gonna pop, blew another one did you,"

Blew another one if she only knew I rushed to the ladies room and splashed water in my face… When I looked at myself I was a cheery Popsicle I was so red, so unnaturally red, everyone in that room had to know. I was suppose to be confident...suppose to be able to do this. I slid down the bathroom wall and sat for several minutes long enough to calm down long enough for them to leave.

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Back in the board room everyone was packing up. "Well that was another waste of time, especially that last one," said Darby. He adjusted his glasses and turned to his boss. All afternoon he'd seem distracted then suddenly he'd been upset and wanted to leave. Now he looked happy... elated even. Darby raised an eye brow, "Sir,"

Naxas Avery swirled toward Darby in his chair, "Oh we're going with her!"

"With who?" Darby hadn't thought he'd liked any of them.

"Arina Capri," said Naxas ever so slowly as if he were sounding out her name

"The last one... you have to be kidding me she looked ill," protested Darby. "She had the worse presentation out of the bunch."

"What can I say she impressed me in an earlier interview?"

"Earlier?" said Naxas he looked at his planner trying to see when they'd met.

Bruno Naxas body guard sighed, "The hotel,"

"Indeed…said Naxa. He looked out the window, "Make diner arrangements and inform her boss I wish to work very closely. I want a real hands on experience"

Bruno shook his head. Naxas picked up his phone looking at the small message that said she'd blocked him. He chuckled to himself and stood up thinking "This…this is going to be fun,"

Thank you for reading^^

A/N- Was playing this one close and dangerous... I was waiting for a game to download. I've been wanting to find a new MMORPG but since the migraines I get sick so easily with 3d even 2D sometimes. Anyway got the idea for this one. wrote it up realized I didn't save so quickly saved...that was close.