Held Out

We held out for as long as we could. We found ourselves a quiet planet with primal lifeforms. I always loved terraforming with Luka, finding some place for the two of us and making it our own. The first few years had been wild, filled with exploration and planning. The possibilities were endless, when one could potentially live forever.

We set up a strong self-sustaining base in the first decade. Once we got the basics down, food water, shelter, tools and defense, it was only a matter of refining. Slowly we made out own paradise, our own shelter from the ever raging storm of infinity. There were so many times, so many lives we wasted with misunderstandings, stubbornness and all the bullshit that can come between two people.

In this life we got straight to the point, we knew who we were and what we wanted. Our dream seemed so simple to be together...to... be.. together... and yet there were countless lifetimes where it was the hardest thing for us to accomplish.

In this life we made it our first priority, everyday we woke together and every night we held each other in our arms. We opted not to have kids this life, it wasn't an easy decision to make but we knew enough this time around. We had lost enough over the lifetimes to know how it could end. It might have been selfish of us but we wanted to spend this life in our own little world for as long as we could. It was like wanting to spend the day in bed, only in our case a lifetime.

Mind you we did have visitors over the years, our friends would sense us and drop by for a visit. They'd stay for a while here or there. It was nice to reconnect with them, catch up and recall dear memories. We gave them each their own place, and plot of land should they wanted to visit more or even spend a few years here or there. They mostly just passed through as they went about their own life.

Sometimes they came with news of the outside world. A few things caught our interest but we mostly kept to ourselves. Over the years we'd hear about the other cursed we were less then friendly with. At one point there were whispers of Urel having awakened and then it was later confirmed. He claimed to be different…wanted things to be different. He hoped we could all get along in this life. Of course we all had a good laugh at that, we knew him…knew he could never be trusted.

At first we all prepared for immediate conflict but when it didn't come, we were able to relax some. We heard he was traveling, pursuing other interests for a few decades. Of course infinity was a long time, slowly over the years our friends came into contact with him one way or another. Eventually he settled down somewhere and began making a name for himself.

He slowly amassed some power but still claimed things would be different this time around. He spared no expense, offering restitution for his pass misdeeds and assistance whenever possible. Some of our friends took up his offers but we accepted nothing from him. We made it clear we wanted nothing to do with him, even if he had somehow impossibly changed. There was too much hurt, too much pain to be undone any lifetime soon.

Many years passed, he began requesting assistance with his research and development. He wanted us all to work together, he thought the things we could do, would no double ripple through eternity. A few of our friends listened to his spiels, it was their way of keeping an eye on him, I suppose but we never responded to any the invitations that were sent our way.

Over the years, a few of his offers were too good for some of our friends to pass up, they took up the positions Urel offered. Some had chosen to have families and came under various contracts with him, thinking it was better to make arrangements. Like a virus, he was slowly creeping across our friends, slowly swaying them with time and persistence.

I'll admit a hundred years was a long time for peace...to live...to have. He sent word every so often that he'd like for us to come visit and see the good works he'd been doing. He wanted to reconnect and come to an understanding. It was always addressed to the both of us, rather then a singular person. The letters were polite at first, then slowly more insistent. He believed there were things we needed to address. We already read every letter together and destroy them.

We knew the letters were just for show, they weren't for us but for others to see the effort that he was making. We knew we'd be okay on our planet as long as there was also someone to keep his power in check. He wouldn't dare come here, knowing he was unwanted and how it might look. Instead he kept being cordial...making it seem like we were the ones that were unreasonable.

To be fair, we might have been overly paranoid but we had ever reason to be given our elaborate history. For the most part we kept to ourselves, pushing him and our inevitable fates to the back of our mind. It was easy to lose days, weeks, months, years, decades with the one you loved. Sometimes we considered traveling seeing the others stars, but ultimately we didn't want to risk "accidental running into him." We also didn't want to pop our bubble for as long as we could we wanted to believe this could go on. That one could be happy if not content forever.

Alas...one day we received an unexpected visit from Aco our dear friend, he made it clear Urel would not take another refusal to meet. He wanted to have a sit down and "settle things." Luka made it clear there was nothing to settle, Aco informed us Urel had finally amassed enough power that he could be a real problem for us. He suggested take the time to work things out and come to an understanding as he and the other had. Aco admitted things weren't always perfect but they were peaceful.

Ultimately, we knew this was a warning from him to be ready...that it was only a matter of time now. Luka was angry when Aco left...Angry that Urel couldn't just give us one fucking lifetime. I did my best to calm him down. We touched foreheads and held each other for a long while. Eventually I suggested we correspond if only to buy ourselves more time.

Luka refused, he got upset again pulling away from me, he didn't think we should have to respond to Urel. We shouldn't have to come to some understanding. We had more then made our position clear over the years and had every right to be left alone.

I went to bed that night wondering if we were in denial, if we'd been lying to ourselves all these years. Could one really have everlasting peace? Did such a thing exist? In the end, I accepted I could not control what happened. Instead I chose to be grateful for the time we had and to focus on what time we had left.

The days slipped by…we took longer walks...spent more time basking in each others arms. I felt like we both could sense our peaceful time coming to an end. We both swore fight to the end made it clear how much all of this had meant to both of us. Many tears were shed and we always made love like it might be the last time.

One day while working in the fields an unauthorized ship entered our atmosphere. As its shadow cast down on our farm lands, I knew the moment we'd been dreading had finally arrived. I held my breath for a second then sounded the alarm. We quickly went on the defensive, especially when we learned Eyo was aboard. He was Urel's second in command his general. He exited with a team of soldiers and informing us he was there to escort us to a sit down with Urel.

Luka refused and told him where he could shove his sit down. We'd held hands and they began to try and break into our base. They set off several traps and we fought them off until they had no choice but to leave and come back with reinforcements. We had a chance to run then but knew if we did, we'd always be running. We set up for the next attack, staying ever so close to each other. Neither of us said a word, we only exchanged the occasional loving glance. We waited for days for the next attack. We took shifts sleeping, by the fifth day I'd barely settle down to sleep when we were bombarded. They brought the furry and rained it down upon us. It was clear Eyo had a whole army with him. They broke down our defenses and we fought off many men asas we could before succumbing to our injuries.

I woke in a cage on a ship. Luka had been bound but was still fighting to get free. I fought until my hands were bloody but it was useless...When we calmed downs some Eyo still claimed this was just a friendly sit down that we had blown things out of proportion and attacked his men without cause. We didn't respond only communicating with each other telepathically. We didn't know how strong our bond was, we hadn't tested the range beyond our plaent but hoped to keep it should be be separated. We were taken to Urel's planet that was closer then I would have liked.

When we arrived, we were immediate separated, Luka tried to keep fighting. He managed to break his bonds and tried to get to me but Eyo took him out zapping his energy. They hauled him off and I tried to fight hoping we'd be ket together but Gigi came out to greet me with half a dozen guards.

Eyo placed his hand on me taking some but not all of my energy. I was patted down and stripped searched. Once I was no longer deemed a threat they offered me a chance of clothes but I refused. Gigi had the guard stand back and insisted I follow here.

I knew I didn't have a choice, I slowly walked behind her knowing she was taking me to Urel. Everywhere I looked there was beauty and splendor. It was clear they had done well for themselves in this life. No expense had been spared on their base. It was more elaborate and high tech then ever. Of course I could only imagine what length he must have gone to to get it.

I was taken to a sitting room with a table of all m favorite dishes. They were set out and offered up to me as if I was a guest. Gigi kept being polite telling me she wanted to be hospitable and to to let her know if I needed anything. I said nothing. Gigi tried to goad me after a few minutes. She mentioned Urel and her had married very long ago had so many children there were almost too many to count. She asked how many I had knowing full well I had know. I had no doubt she and Urel had been keeping and eye on us if not an ear for some time.

She went on about how well traveled she was...how worldly. She took every chance she could find to go on about their wonderful life. Their kids, their money, their power, their connections, their insanely busy social life and just how much better her life was with Urel was then mine with Luka. She kept preferring to our planet as that "rock you've been living on". I could tell she was feeling me out as she gloated assessing the kind of person I was in this life. She'd no doubt make recommendations to Urel upon her departure. I just sat there hands folded in my lap.

When she was finished talking at me she insisted I eat, and relax that once things got sorted out we might all become friendlier towards one another. Again my silence was the only thing I gave her. She eventually stood and left the room. I sat there for a long time...a really long time. Though I was tempted by the offerings I knew they were all soaked in blood. I made it clear no matter how long they kept me here I wouldn't comply with their hospitality.

Eventually the doors to the sitting room opened and a dozen or so people walked in all surrounding by Urel. Thought this was my first time seeing him. I knew him at once, knew the way he liked to wear his hair, the style of his clothes...for a moment I was ashamedly taken in by his handsome features. I turned away as he swiftly moved through the room making various important decisions that needed his attention.

When he reached where I was seated he waved everyone off as to show, how important this meeting was that he would set aside work. It was all a show...a game...to be played. Everyone left and it was just him and me. I felt suddenly cold and admittedly frightened in his presents but there was also an excitement...at knowing one way or another things would soon be over...this dread...this lump in my stomach would finally go away.

He casually grabbed a few things to eat as he apologized for the long wait. He asked if there was anything I needed or that he could do to make me more comfortable. I looked everywhere in the room but him...tried to ignore him speaking thought in my head I thought of a snappy response. Was there anything I needed why yes, 'You could let Luka and I leave and live out the rest of our lives in peace you scum sucking monster.'

Yet I knew that would only accelerate things. Right now he was being friendly, hospitable. If I was rude, he'd take that as an affront and no doubt use it as an excuse in the future. How many times had he yelled at me I tried being nice to you, tried being reasonable, your the one who made me do this...who gave me no other choice.

I chewed on my lip recalling those moment in great detail as he finally sat down. "How have you been?"

He knew I thought. He probably knew everything about me. Still I let out a sigh finally spoke, I politely said, "Well enough and you?"

He sat back slowly as if he were trying not to frighten a small animal. He adjusted his posture, I noticed though he had taken a plate of food, he had yet to eat a single piece."I'm good, better then good actually I'm doing great." He let out a light hearted chuckle and added "As Gigi has probably no doubt told you, I'm sure"

"Yes," I said. "That's good to hear,"

There was a long moment of silence before he spoke again, "Did you get anything," I glanced up at him to see he was looking down at the table of food.

"I'm not hungry," I said turning away.

"Yes, well when you are, don't hesitate to take what you like. You are my guests, please feel free to make yourself comfortable."

There was a knock at the door, no doubt timed. The door opened and he stood as a young man entered, "Ah here is one of my sons, Alamore, Alamore this is an old dear friend of mine Keyoko,"

"Yes," said the young man. He bore a striking resemblance to his father, thought their tastes in fashion greatly differed. "I've heard of you, it's an honor to meet you, mam"

I simply nodded, I never like to hold his children at fault...in my mind they were innocent in all this until they willingly assisted them...even then...it was hard knowing they knew so little of what was going on.

"I'm sorry to bother you father but Irisah wont got to bed without one of your stories."

"Such is," sighed Urel setting down his plate of food, "Sorry this is cutting in to daddy daughter time, perhaps we can catch up more at dinner, if your hungry by then," he said with a smirk. He nodded to me and I simply nodded back. He turned without another word and left the room with his son.

When I was alone I realized I'd been scrunching up my pants in my hands. It was hard not to be uncomfortable around him. I assessed our first meeting, it could have gone much worse but was still disheartening none the less. He was trying to show me he'd changed, was a busy, well adjusted family man who took time out of his impossible day to tuck his daughter in at night. I wasn't fooled by his display. I simply sat with my hands folded in my lap and waited for this new game to go on.

Someone eventually came, a maid this time, she escorted me to the guest rooms and informed me we'd be having a late dinner. Various gifts had been laid out. I ignored them. I tired to mentally connect with Luka but got no response. He was either too far away or unconscious...I disliked either option.

I paced around the room and noticed there was a dress on the bed. I was no doubt expected to dress up for this "dinner." I debated wearing what I had on but knowing him this dinner wouldn't just be some dinner but some gala event. Showing up in my dirty blood soaked clothes would no doubt make me look deranged to his guests. I had to remember everything with Urel was a calculated move...even when he wasn't making any. I wouldn't give him the opportunity to win this round.

I took a shower, cleaning myself up, I changed into the white dress that was a perfect fit and put the jewels, bracelet and a necklace. I did my hair up in a bun and used the vanity table that was full of makeup. I cleaned up well, it had been so long since I'd dressed up...I just wished it was for a better occasion.

Eventually there was a knock at a door, it was a male escort. He took my arm and I was taken down several hallways. We got onto a lift and then went down another long hallway that opened up into an entry hall. People were lining up to be introduced, sure enough this "dinner" was a full on mother fucking ball. I cursed under my breath "sons of bitch." I hoped to run into the others...perhaps they were hear...perhaps they could help me if not I needed to come up with a plan to sneak away and look for Luka.

When it was my turn to be announced my name was loudly called out. I stepped into a room that had been beyond done up. To say it was extravagant would an absolute understatement. It was like there was an explosion of glitter, flowers and lights. Everyone guest was dressed to the nine's as I knew they would be. Putting on this dress had been the right choice. I stepped to the top a stair case lined with an ornate dark blue rug and looked down to see Urel standing around with several of the others. I kept my eyes on him as I descended knowing he'd only dare a glance in public. I caught it...and he caught then I caught it. For a moment he looked frazzled before turning his back to me. I slowly made my way to the bottom of the stairs and my escort excused himself. I looked around for anyone I might now and be friendly with.

Gigi stepped up to me, "Glad to see you could join us? As always I guessed your size perfectly...thought your wearing the hair piece wrong...I'm sure no one will say anything who knows you might start a trend" She let out a laugh. I realized there was a woman next to her Satu, she was her version of an eyo though far less competent. The most she managed was to laugh at everything Gigi said...then again Gigi always desired to be worshiped so who know maybe she Satu was spot on.

"Where are the others?" I asked.

"Oh, talking to me now," said Gigi tilting her head. She ran her finger over the rim of her wine glass and said "The others...hmm unlike you they've been around. I'm sure you'll run into them...well most of them."

"What does that mean?" I said worrying something might have happened to the others.

"Oh I'm sorry, does it look like I have time to chat...if you haven't noticed we're hosting a ball right now and you're holding up the line,"

I looked to see there was a small line forming on the stairs behind me. Gigi hadn't so much approached me but was in fact greeting each of her guests. Embarrassed I quickly shuffled off. When I looked up I noticed though the room must have had a hundred or so people in it, there was a clear path straight to Urel. should I wish to approach. I didn't, I grabbed a glass of wine from a passing by tray and then looked for the others. There had to be someone here I could talk to and get information from. I looked for Aco and Ena but they were nowhere to be seen. I thought I spotted Jezza and rushed over to her. She was talking with an lder man.

"Jezza," I called tapping her back.

She turned and smiled when she saw me, "Keyoko I thought I heard you're name. I'm surprised you'd come."

"Don't be it wasn't a request, they dragged Luka and me out. I still don't know where Luka is"

"Oh," she said.

"Keyoko, dramatic as ever," said a woman. I turned to see a woman holding two wine glasses, from her hair and the color of her stone I realized it was Yawna. I wondered now if she'd stepped up or teleported over. She handed one of her glasses to Jezza. Considering they were normally arch rivals I was quite surprised Jezza took it. Not only did she take it but she drank it.

"The way I heard it you and Luka attacked Eyo and his men when they simply invited you to tonight's gala,"

"It wasn't an invite,"I said, "They invaded our base,"

"I'm sure," she said rolling her eyes. It was clear she thought I was over exaggerating

I wanted to talk to Jezza, to learn what had been going on but it was clear, Yawna wasn't going to leave us alone.

"Where is Paten?" I asked. Like Luka and me they were rarely apart,

"Oh, he had to work tonight," said Jezza. She sounded disappointed.

"What's he doing?" I asked.

"You'd know if you'd bothered to be around," said Yawna.

I gave her a look but waited for Jezza to answer, "He's in charge of mining operation, I've been working on some things that require a certain elements. Both he and Roaul are gathering some rare Exo-drian 17...its near an erupting volcano and could go at any moment so they have to do it as soon as possible,"

Again I was surprised Paten and Raoul were enemies, again working together," I'm surprised,"

If anyone was going to be at odds with each other I thought it would be those two, they were almost as bad as Urel and Luka. Even when he'd managed truces in the past...they'd always been petty towards one another.

"Well...things have changed," said Jezza. "At first I'll admit I was skeptical things were tense…

and some thing still are," said Jezza but she shrugged, "Things seem to be holding out. After a while you get used to it. I've been put in charge of tech besides the occasional little get together and annoying request. I've got my own system of planets to work on and pretty much get to build whatever I want."

"Really," I said. Usually Urel was super controlling about that. I looked around again and recalled what Gigi had implied. "I everyone else okay."

"Yeah, I heard from Pawn and Soa they've got their own chemical company and have been making money hand over fist. Naru and Taba were somewhere...I think they're here with their kids."

"What about Aco and Ena. Where are they"

"Ena just went into labor…" said Yawna,

"I hear she's giving birth to twins again, I think," said Jezza.

"Oh wow...I knew they had kids but twins again...they must have had more last I checked they had five and were all single births. Did you and Paten end up having kids,"

"One or two," she said with a sigh, "I'll admit I dragged my feet but they're awesome, tere around here somewhere."

"Yes, all our family's our." said Yawna proudly. She gestured to a set of twins girls not far off. "I remember when I had my first set of twins, what a night that was," she said.

From the looks of them they were no doubt Urel's, "Urel's," I said without thinking.

"Yes," she said even prouder, "We've have a few dozen or so kids over the years. I had a few with Roaul as well."

"Hmm," I said.

There was a sound and everyone's attention was drawn to the front of the room. Urel quickly stepped into a spot light that fell at the front of the room "I'm glad you could all make it, tonight is just for family and close friends. A celebration of unity. I know it hasn't always been an easy road and we have a long way to go, but here looking towards the dawning of a bright future, for all of us."

There was some applause, I didn't join in. "Thank you all, now I'll ask you to take your seats, dinner will be severed shortly,"

"Where are you sitting?" I asked Jezza not wanting to be on my own again.

"The kids and I are at table eleven, I think,"

"Seats, are assigned," said Yawna. "I'm sure you're invitation included yours and Luka's seat. Thought I heard he wont be joining us, something about attacking more innocent people,"

"I'm sure your mistkane," I said through gritted teeth.

"Right, I'm sure" said Yawna, before slinking off to her twins.

I quickly grasped hold of Jezza's arm, "We really didn't attack anyone, we just wanted to be left alone,"

"I know, I know" said Jezza. "But if there is one thing I know about time its that everything eventually comes to a head, one way or another. Let us hope this time we really can work things out amongst each other,"

I looked at her, realizing she had let go of things..had been able to move on somehow. Luka nad I truly were the last hold outs. It was hard to see...everything still felt so fresh so ingrained to me. I couldn't let go...couldn't forgive...To be fair the others had all gone out and about and had families while Luka and I had stayed close sheltered from everything. "Is there anyway you can help me get to Luka,"

"I'm not sure," said Jezza. "I'll ask about but I don't know where they are keeping him,"

I let out a sigh and then realized the room was quickly dispersing as everyone took their seat at various tables.

"Mom, over here," called a girl. I looked to see a young woman waving to us. She looked a lot like Jezza.

Jezza waved back, "I'm sorry I gotta take my seat. If your staying a while, maybe we can catch up later and I can show you a few things I've been working on."

"Right," I said.

I bit my lip and let her go. I looked around the room again and quickly realized I was becoming the only guest still standing. I returned to the stairs I'd just come down. I considered going back to my room but found the servers were all lined up at the bottom blocking my path.

One stepped up to me, "Can I help you mam?"

"Uh, I was hoping to go back to my room?"

"But dinner is about to begin, you should take your seat,"

"Well, I'm not exactly sure where that is?" I said.

"Oh, I see," said the man he quickly looked at his wrist, I didn't see anything there but clearly he did. "Name."

"Keyoko,"

"Yes, table two, second three," he said. He touched his wrist and another server quickly approached.

"Yes, sir"

"Will you escort Miss Keyoko to her seat at table two, second three,"

"Yes, sire" said the server, "If you will please follow me,"

I nodded, realizing I was now the only guest not seated, several eyes fell upon me as I was taken to my seat. I was sure I'd be seated near Urel and Gigi. I could see their table was higher up then all the other as the end of the room. I wasn't looking forward to sitting with them….My skin began to crawl. I looked away and began to heard whispers of my name as I passed by tables. Someone spat, "Same old Keyoko always causes scenes."

I tried to find the owner of the voice but the server leading me to my table was moving too fast. I looked back at Urel and Gigi's table. I saw a seat was empty to Urel's right. My heart sunk thinking that is where I'd soon be seated but a young pregnant woman came up to the table a few seconds later. She looked a lot like Gigi, Urel stood and pulled the chair next to him out for her and greeted her. I realized it must be one of his daughters. He helped her to sit before taking his seat once more and talking to her excitedly. There were no other empty seats at their table. I guess I wasn't sitting with them...okay...good.

I was taken to table two... it was a good few feet away from Urel's and Gigi's table off to the side. Where I was seated my back was also to Urel's and Gigi's so I wouldn't have to look at them which was another surprise. I sat down at my seat and looked to see an empty seat was next to mine, the plate had been taken away. I can only assume it was meant for Luka.

I looked to the others at the table quickly realizing a few were Urel's children. I could tell after already having seen a few and of course their ice blue eyes. All of Urel's children got his ice blue eyes. I looked to see if any of the other cursed were seated at my table, but they weren't. I looked to Jezza with her kids…I think I also saw Taba as well with Naru and their boys. I thought I might have recognized Beyon and his family they all looked like body builders..

The servers moved out in force serving us all our fist course. sitting there eating my soup I found myself a little saddened...I guess at least for now...things seemed peaceful...everyone seemed to have a family. I wondered now if Luka and I had taken the time to have children would they be seated here...no I hoped not. I hoped they would be far far away from Urel.

For a moment I had been lulled into this supposed normalcy but I reminded myself this was not normal. I was not a fucking guest….but a captive. However as dinner progressed and I had a few glasses of wine to settled my nerves, the distinction became harder, the wine was really good and the food was amazing.

I noticed we all had different courses, knowing Gigi she had probably researched everyone's pallet and designed special menus. It took a lot of extra effort but when they were this well established it wasn't hard to hard to do and would make each guest feel special. When dessert arrived, I was given a special cake, I hadn't had in ages it was one of my favorites. I felt guilty eating it knowing I enjoyed it so much. When Luka must still be locked up somewhere. As soon as I was able I'd find him..even if I had to scour this who damn place…

A few of his kids started speaking to me I learned the other guests at the table were their spouses. They had all heard good things about me over the years and wanted to know where I had been and what I had been up to. I didn't say much only traveling that usually took care of things but they wanted to know where abouts. Again I was vague saying there were so many places it was hard to keep track of them all. Eventually they moved on talking to each other and I was able to look about the room some more.

As dinner drew to an end there as a sound again and everyone look to the front of the room I had to turn in my chair. Urel got up as did Gigi they went on about how they were so grateful to all their family and friends for supporting them. They announced their were to become great great grandparents and hoped everyone would all have many years to come. People clapped it was hard not give them a look of disgust. I didn't give a shit about this I wanted to get the fuck out of here.

I couldn't wait to get back home with Luka we had plants and animals and things to do...mostly I just wanted to keep believing Luka and I could get out of here. Maybe if we settled whatever Urel wanted to talk about we might….I closed my eyes knowing in my heart, it was only more denial. Now that I was here I'd never see my home again.

The thought sent a chills down my spine. People began to stand up and mingle some were even leaving. I took this moment to get out of here. I quickly returned to the stairs and thought to look around but Eyo was there, "Going somewhere?"

"Where is Luka," I demanded.

"Locked up as you should be." he said. At least fucking Eyo was acting like he normally did. It was sad I found him refreshing considering everything else felt like the world had turned upside down.

"You invaded our planet," I said finally responding.

"You can't own a planet," he said.

"You still invaded our home, without warning,"

"Without warning, really so what were those thousand or so letters or Aco for that matter. We gave you ample time to respond."

"We shouldn't have to. You should have left us alone,"

I wanted to yell at him but some people were looking at us…listening in. I didn't know who they were but I felt uncomfortable. I brushed passed Eyo and began to look around but some guards quickly stepped up to me, "If you wont return to the party, I have to ask that you return to your room," said Eyo

"My room then," I snapped stubbornly. "Of better yet the cell your keeping Luka in."

"Hmp," said Eyo before going keeping his eyes on things once more.

I was escorted to my room but didn't go to sleep. I went to change back into my clothes only to find they were gone, of course...I waited on the bed until it was late then broke out of my room. I snuck around several guards and tried to find Luka. I closed my eyes trying to sense him out like when we were on our planet yet...I couldn't sense him. Was he that far or was he in some place that blocked my sense of him. I tried to sense the others and realized I couldn't, this whole place must have been set up like that...to hide Urel's location at any given time no doubt.

No matter, I would find him another way. I nodded to myself and set out once more only to hear a voice call out to me, "I can't have you wandering around, Keyoko...this is my home but it's also a governmental building."

I paused realizing it was Urel. How long had he been close by. I looked to see him stepped out from the shadows. I jumped back and shouted, "Stay back,"

He sighed like I was over reacting. "Would you be quiet,"

"No you will not silence me," I said preparing to fight him.

He groaned, "I have no intention of attacking you but people are trying to sleep."

"Oh, I'll be quieter but I'm not letting my guard down,"

"Keep it up," said Urel "I don't care, I simply can't have you wandering around my home,"

"Allow me to collect Luka and we'll be more then happy to leave,"

"I can't do that yet either," he said putting something in his mouth he began smoking it "We haven't talked, once we've come to an understanding then I'm sure we can work out arrangements."

"Right," I said crossing my arms.

"Speaking of talking, you and I should," he said.

"No," I said, "I remember how you used to "talk" to me,"

Urel used to say he wanted to "talk" but really it was just him berating and beating the shit out of me before raping me. I shuttered as I recalled so many of his talks.

"Fair enough," he said, waving his hand, "Then let us discuss things,"

"I have nothing to discuss with you," I spat...If I had venom I would have poisoned him.

"If only that were true," he said then moved. He turned his back to me clearly expecting me to follow him. I refused, I looked back thinking to dash off but Eyo was there with his arms crossed...of course just as I knew them they knew me.

"I simply want to go over a few things," said Urel not turning around. "Hear me out."

"No," I said.

"I'm not being unreasonable," he said, "Up until this point I've made every attempt to be hospitable. I was hoping we could discuss things in a professional setting, I was hoping you'd have a more level head then Luka."

"Trust me Luka is far more level headed then me, the fact that I'm even talking to you is crazy,"

He sighed but didn't respond he continued down the hall. Eyo cleared his throat, "One way or the other, you decide, he cracked his knuckles."

I knew all it would take is one touch and he'd knock me out. I shuffled my feet and followed Urel into another sitting room with a more open floor pan. He'd moved out onto a balcony I begrudgingly followed him. I admit out here in the moonlight with the glow of the city and the stars it was beautiful. For a moment I lost myself in it and then he spoke.

"Your planet has a few rare elements I'd like to harvest."

"What," I said.

"The planet you've chosen to make your home has some rare elements on it. I've had it surveyed as I have every planet and in our region. Your planet had Vibrium and even rarer Barocite-091. They are not easy to come by I would like to compensate you in turn for mining rights. You can either stay on the plant or move either why our team will make adjustment to your specifications. I don't want to step on any toes,"

"And if we refuse," I said. I didn't want him ripping up my planet even if he said he'd make adjustment.

"That is your right but the planets is in my territory," he said before taking a long drag of his smoke and letting it out

"YOU'RE TERRITORY! Since when?"

"Since I became the Oodan of this region...its like an emperor but your voted in."

"I know what an Oodan is," I snapped, to be fair I didn't but fuck him.

"Well, if you and Luka hadn't been living in your own world, you would have noticed your system voted to become part of the Andro-daxian region over fifty years ago."

"Really," I said. We hadn't payed much attention to the other planets as long as they left ours alone. "I wasn't aware there was an other intelligent life in our system."

"Other settlers like you and Luka," said Urel.

"Hmp well we didn't know about any vote."

"It was in one of the many letters you failed to respond to," said Urel.

"Convenient,"

"No not, really," he said taking a puff. "Considering I have to take the time to get you caught up. Anyway I'm sure there is something we can work out,"

"And If there isn't," I said.

He rubbed his temple I pursed my lips knowing he was getting agitated with me, "If you want to make things difficult Keyoko, you can that is in your rights. Since we knew each other once I am simply informing you of our intent. If needs be I can have legal handle everything and you can spend years talking to lawyers and judges."

"Right, so you've invaded us and kidnapped us for mining rights,"

"I did not invade," said Urel shaking his head, "There are other things that needed to be addressed. Since this seems to be the only way to get either of you to listen it was necessary"

"Right whatever.. what else is there,"

"I'd like for you and Luka to join the rest of us, we have all come to an agreement and have been working together these past few decade. You'd both have equal say on what goes on around with our future endeavors and cane give you own input on important matters. We'd also like to have your powers, and curse marks reassessed it been a while. I think it would be good to see if there have been any changes. I'd also like to ask for your personal assistance in several matters. Luka's mapping abilities and knowledge in architecture could be a real asset as well as his electricity and magnetism."

Admittedly I was surprised, Urel usually called Luka an idiot and deemed him useless. To say he was an asset was new for Urel...even if this was party of his plan.

"You're abilities would be of use as well. We have a lot of things that need identification as well as other matters that need further looking into."

"And if were not interested in joining you or having you dissect us,"

"Again it's a choice you can make," he said, "But I think its only fair to hear the offer out before declining,"

"Not when it comes to you," I snapped.

"Okay, I get it," he snapped back, "I was a bad guy did horrible things to everyone but things are different this time around. I AM DIFFERENT. I've put a lot of effort into personal growth and self control and I am no longer the person you once knew."

"So what…" I said. "You think it changes things between us."

"It should, I don't think you and Luka should have to spend the rest of you lives hiding out on some planet...from me, considering I have no interest in starting anything."

"Right now," I said, "But you always start things,"

"I'll admit I have been responsible for a lot of strife in the past but so have you," he said. "There were times where you and the others have not always been innocent,"

"Yes but compared to you,"

"Comparing who was right or wrong will get us no where. I want things to be different Keyoko. I want to put the past behind us once and for all. Let me make it clear I have no intention of disrupting this life's peace. You and Luka should be free to live your lives as any of us do. I give my personal guarantee,"

I opened my mouth to say that meant nothing but he quickly continued, "And if that is not enough for you the others can attest of my commitment in this life. You trust them and their judgment don't you."

"I do,"

"Then trust that I means you and Luka no ill will,"

"Then return us to our planet,"

"Once we've had a chance to talk and decisions are made I will. But Luka currently isn't in a listening mood,"

"Allow me to speak to him," I said turning to Urel, "If your words are true we'll listen, decide and be on our way."

"Luka and I will come to our own understanding," said Urel "This moment here and now is for you and you alone." he said. For a moment I caught his gaze and our eyes locked...I felt a strong connection tear through me. My heart skipped a beat and I quickly looked away.

"Is that all."

"For tonight yes...the mining rights, your alliance, reassessing your powers and mark and of course a truce, the assurance we can all live in peace. Hopefully you will also give me your word that you will not attack us either,"

"Seriously," I said turning back to him, "When have we ever,"

"Did you not just attack Eyo's men,"

"Given how they approached," I said

"I'll give you that but you know there have been times when you struck first,"

"Only to beat you to it," I said.

"Right," he said.

"Again let us put the past aside. Right here, right now do I at least have your assurance...that you will no attack me and mine,"

"If not attacked so first," I said. "Then of course,"

"Good," he said, "I do hope Luka will agree to the same when we are finally able to talk. Once everything has been discussed the two of you will be able to go on your way and perhaps next time you wont have to lie to my children."

"Excuse me," I said confused.

"Tonight at dinner, you told my children you've been traveling when you know well,m you and Luka haven't left that planet in hundred of years"

"Were you eavesdropping?,"

"No, it was simply something my children remarked on. In the past I told them you and Luka didn't join us like the others because you didn't like traveling. When you told them tonight you had been traveling. It conflicted."

"Oh well..what does it matter to them," I said, "Whether I lied or told the truth."

"It matters to me because they are my family and it matters to them because I am their family. They wish to know more about me, to know those who are important to me. It's what family does. You should know. Would know if you and Luka had children. Perhaps you will now.. You always did make a good mother and I'm sure when he's Luka isn't a raging lunatic, he was a rather decent father if I do recall."

"This is a surprise," I said without thinking. He could usually never accept us being together. Never accepted out children. "Are you sure you are really Urel?"

"Yes," he said "Why?"

"It's just usually you refuse to accept Luka and I and our family, our children."

"I respect that if you love Luka and want to be with him that that is your choice,"

My jaw dropped of you love Luka and want to be with him that is your choice. My heart quickened he'd never said such things not without grinding his teeth into oblivion or being in front of a crowd of people. We were here alone he didn't have to say such things to safe face. I looked back at him and dared to push things further "So you accept that I am not yours that I do not belong to you,"

He paused for a moment, he looked at me searching my gaze then responded "I'll admit,".

Wow I felt like I was dreaming or something. I stood there in disbelieve. I knew this wasn't something major for most people but...for Urel it was everything. Countless lifetimes he was always raging...yelling at the top of his lungs that I was his...How many times had he beat it into me, raped me tortured me...to say I belong to him. Perhaps….perhaps he had changed...or

"I'll admit you are no longer mine," he said pulling me from my thoughts. He turned away "But I will also admit I will always love you Keyoko. There will always be a place in my heart for you and if you would ever have it my life, in whatever form that may take but I respect that you want nothing to do with me...that is again your choice to make."

"My choice," I said again. My heart was thundering in my chest. I was dumbstruck, to hear such things for him….from him. Again had he changed or more likely. I quickly pinched him.

"Ow," he said pulling back, "What was that for?"

"I swear Gigi if this is you. I mean it I'll murder you,"

He chuckled, "It is me, I swear and didn't you just promise not to hurt me and mine. Gigi is my wife in this life."

"I did prosmie but I know how she likes to fuck with me, how the both of you used to,"

I saw a flicker of something in his eyes, "Yes, well I like to think we've both grown thought I doubt she'll admit it as easily as me that she has missed you,"

"Right," I said. "Gigi missing me...I think she missing having someone to gloat over,"

"Trust me she's already got plenty of people. I've done quiet well for us"

I heard a small sound, "Daddy."

I turned to see a little girl with a stuffed animal. She had the most beautiful face it was like a doll, her hair was up in short pigtails. I was reminded of the daughter Urel and I had once shared...she had been about her age when she'd been poisoned...Someone had hated Urel and sought to get revenge by killing her. I'd had countless children over lifetimes but I still recalled her facile lifeless body as Urel and I wept over her.

"Irisah, what are you doing up," said Urel. He flicked whatever he was smoke off the balcony and pulled away from me. He went over to the samll girl dropping down before her.

"I couldn't sleep, Codo was snoring,"

"Now why would Codo's snoring wake you?" he said, "Unless Codo was in the bed, when he wasn't suppose to be. What have mother and I said about pets in the bed,"

"But he was cold,"

"I'm sure...with all that fur," said Urel. He picked her up and then brought her over.

"Keyoko this is one of my daughters Irisah. Irisah this is Keyoko,"

"Where is the doggy," asked Irisah.

"Bedtime stories…" said Urel, "I mentioned Jelly bean."

Jelly bean was the name a dog like creature he'd given me long ago...it was like a pheonix always able to be reborn over and over again. I had met her again some years ago and she was back home. When we were being attacked we put Jelly Bean and our other pets away in a safe place.

I licked my lips "Sorry Irisha but she's back at home."

"Oh I wanted to ride it," said Irisha. "I heard it can get big"

"It can but, maybe another time," I said.

She smiled and then leaned into Urel resting her head on his shoulder. It was clear she was very attached to him.

"Is she your youngest?" I asked.

"No," he said, "I have three others younger then this, I also have some great grand kids and as you know tonight I'm about to have my great great grand kid. Rose, she was at dinner tonight,"

"I think I saw her, she looked lovely"

"All my children are lovely,"

"How many do you have again"

"Almost hundred now," he said."

"Well you always did like a large family.

"Well who doesn't." he said. "Well I'd better get this one back to bed,"

"No," said Irisah. "I don't want to go to bed I want to play."

"Maybe tomorrow

"Can Keyoko play with us"

"No," I said, "I'm sorry but Luka and I will be leave soon

"I could see the agitation cross his face, "That will be up to him," he said keeping his smile.

I was hoping he'd say yes given how light things had gotten but he turned walking off. I stood on the balcony a moment longer then went inside. Eyo was already there ready to make sure I wouldn;t wander. The walk back to my room felt longer with him.

When we got to my door I turned to face him. "Can you at least tell me Luka is okay,"

"He is but he wont be for long if he keeps refusing to cooperate."

"If you'd let me see him perhaps I could calm him down."

"You had your chance," he said "Like I said before if it was up to me me you'd both be locked up. But Urel belives in second chances,"

"Right," I said, "Since he always needs them,"

"Not this time around, no this time its only you and Luka killing people," he said glaring at me. "Not get in your room and stay there,"

"Or what," I said.

"Just find out," he said.

He stared me down I ended up conceding and returning to my room. After talking with Urel...i thought maybe just maybe there was a chance he could talk to us and release us. Still I didn't let my guard down. I made a make shift weapon and climbed in my bed just in case he changed his mind

When I woke up I tried sense Luka and remembered I couldn't because of this place so I tried to connect with him mentally, I wondered if there was something blocking me. There was a fresh set of clothes laid out for me. A nice peasant top shirt jeans and underwear. Again things seemed different Urel never let me have underwear once he'd kidnapped me. I changed into the knew clothes to get out of my ballroom dress and went to my door. I found it unlocked and exited my into a large dining all. I froze knowing this wasn't right it was suppose to open into a hall. Had I been moved in the night I went back to my room everything was as I left it. I stepped back into the dinning room area. A maid quickly walked up to me. "The rooms shift,"

"Right," I said recalling Urel liked to be able to move his rooms about.

"What can I get you for breakfast mam."

"Do you know where Mr. Luka, is being kept per chance," I asked on the off chance that things might be simple.

"No, I'm sorry mam, I was just told to take your breakfast order when you woke and give you an invitation to lunch with Madame Gigi,"

"I'm not interested in having lunch with her or anyone but Luka. Please inform your employers Luka and I wish to be released at once,"

"Oh… okay but can I get you breakfast."

"If you must," I said.

She nodded, "What would you like,"

"Whatever you have on hand," I said.

"Of course," she quickly left the room I went to leave but every time I opened a door it led to the room I'd just come out of. It as rather annoying. I sat at the table and the maid came in with a plate of ice rolls and a drink that reminded me of a milkshake. There was also a letter, "What is this?" I asked.

"This just arrived for you, I believe it is from Master Urel."

I quickly opened the letter and read it as I began to eat. "Dear Keyoko, I apologize that I am unable to deliver this message to you in person. It is with a heavy heart that I must inform you that I Luka has been released from my custody. "What did that mean," I said aloud I read on. "After our talk last night I had hoped that I would be able to address Luka in a civil manner as well. He seemed calmer I informed him we had spoken and that I wished to do the same with him. Upon speaking with him he made it clear he would not accept anything. He refused to consider any mining deal and to join with the others or be reassessed. I could easily overlook these matters as I said the lawyers can take over the mining situation, if he did not wish to assist now, then perhaps another time and I will not force him to be reassessed. He refused to make a truce. I told him I could not accept his refusal to a truce. Futher more, he made it clear given the chance that he would hurt me and mine then proceded to attack me. There is a law that any attempt on the life of the Oodan must be taken seriously. When word go out he was removed my my custody and taken to court to be tried at once this morning.

"WHAT" I stood up, 'THIS IS BULLSHIT!" I knew everything had been taken out of context...Luka had been provoked like me he must have thought that asshole had kidnapped us again. "I wish there was soething I could do he continued but this matter is out of my hands. I have informed Aco of the situation and perhaps there is something he can do. "OUT OF MY HANDS IF YOUR THE OODAN YOU CAN DO SOMETHING!" FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" I cursed madly feeling this was all part of his game. How could I have ever thought for even a second.

The maid came rushing back into the room. "What is it mam is something wrong with your breakfast,"

"No I want to go to court, at once," I said waving the letter.

"I'm sorry I don't understand" said the maid.

The door to the room opened. Its quiet alright "Lorali, I do." said Gigi stepping into the room. She was dressed in a long coat and hat she carried a jacket in her arms, "Urel just informed me, if you wish you go to court I'll take you,"

"As if I could I trust you," I said shaking my head.

"Can you afford not to," she said offering me the coat in her arms.

We both knew she was right and I hated it. I put the coat on and we rushed through a door that took us outside. I realized people with bracelets could use the doors. I went with her and she took me to the court house. We entered through a private door and she took me to the viewing area. We can watch thins from here. I rushed to the viewing window. I looked out to see Luka on his knees and an ornate circle in the middle of the room. He was covered in blood "LUKA! LUKA!"

"He can't hear you hearing are only allowed to be viewed by outsiders. Only the court, lawyer and charged may speak."

"What did you do to him," I asked.

"I did nothing," she said.

"What did they," I said, "He's covered in blood,"

"It's not his, when he attacked Urel a guard got in the way. It's his blood."

The lights in the court room changed and a panel lifted revealing nine judges 2 of which were Jez and Yawna, "They are judges,"

"Yes everyone in position of power have to sever two years. "This is Jezza and Yawna's run. I did a run once you think its will be interesting but all my cases were rather dull."

I ignored her focusing on the judges I didn't know if I knew any of other others. I knew Jezza would be fair but I didn't trust Yawna no matter what Jezza claimed last night.

The center judge picked up some paper and began to read, "The charges are as follows. One Dawnwn Artold Pitchel known as Luka is fowned to have threatened the Oodan on not less then 17 occasions and made an unsuccessful attempt on the Oodan's life at 5:41 AM. Resulting in the death of six gaurds.

"How do you plead," they asked.

"Not guilty," said Aco standing up. I hadn't spotted him, "Aco Linderfin, I'm representing Luka. I want it noted he made these statements and attack under distress..

"Digress or not there was and attempt and these are heavy statements made by Luka, "I will kill you. If I get the chance I will chop your head off I will gut you like the monster you are. Bastard you will die. I will strangle you with my bare hands, need I gone one,"

"Context," said Aco, "If I may add some, to the court, their are countless lifetimes where Urel has done much worse things to Luka and his family in other lives.

"Other lives is neither here not there. It is this life we are all living and this life we are discussing. Mister LinderFin,"

"What a last name," said Gigi. I hadn't realized she'd stepped up next to me.

I shook my head "This no...this is all happening to fast."

"Attempts on the Oodan are taken seriously, your lucky there is even a trial. Most are just sentenced to death."

"DEATH NO!" I said shaking my head, "This is is a set up. They need to take Urel's past doing into context...what happened earlier."

"We mustn be accountable for what we did in last lives Keyoko," said Gigi, "Do you not recall how many people you yourself have wiped out."

"Under his orders," I said.

"Not always."

"By accident,"

"Again not always...you really need to work on your personal growth. Urel and I have accepted the past and let it go. You can't even admit to your own wrong doings. It's quiet sad.

"Your honor Luka and his wife were both removed from their home against their will yesterday. He believed he and his wife's lives were in danger"

"Yes," I said happy to change the subject and happy Aco had brought up this defense.

The judged looked at some things, "Its says here they were given ample warning to come willingly and chose to attack it says they killed a dozen or so men were killed."

"They were protecting their home."

"We have copies of letter informing of their intent and witness reports that General Eyo clearly identified himself and asked them to peacefully be escorted to a sit down."

This didn't look good. Even Aco was looking through his files...At the time we thought fighting was are only choice...Things were different..but how could we expect after all the times they weren't.

"What does the witness have to say?" asked Jezza.

A guard removed something from Luka and we was finally able to speak. "I SAY HE'S A MONSTER! YOU KNOW IT I KNOW IT! HE'LL NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT MASK HE'S WEARING. HE'LL EVENTUALLY TURN AND TRY TO KILL US ALL….THE ONLY PEACE WE'LL GET IS WHEN HE LOCKED AWAY FOR GOOD OR PUT DOWN."

"Do you understand you are threatening the Oodan," said another judge."

"I DON'T CARE WHAT HE FUCK HE CALLS HIMSELF THESE DAYS!"

This didn't looked good. "LUKA." I cried pounding on the barrier I recalled he couldn't hear me and tried to focus my mind for a second his head turned.

"Luka please….just tell them what they want to hear."

"NO," he responded "I wont give him the satisfaction, he wants everyone to change but he can't fool us….dont let him. This is jut another ploy another way to destroy us...i wont go down without a fight"

"Is that all you have to say for yourself," asked Yawna.

"I SAID WHAT I SAID BITCH," said Luka before he spit out some blood.

The entire room went silent...even if this wasn't a set up I knew that didn't look good..but to be fair we'd barely had any sleep in days. We thoughts he were going to be killed if not tutored at any minute by out worst enemy I understood him. I could see the court did not.

"Well then I think we have enough to decide."

"Wait he isn't in his right mind," said Aco.

"The time for filing that defense has come and gone, the court will now decide." The room darkened and a screen came up and I could no longer see the judges

"Wait, what is happening!"

"They are discussing things and will vote."

"Can't he have a witness statement...I need to speak on his behalf. They don't understand."

"I think Luka made himself clear. You know you always say Urel is quick to anger but Luka...has temper too."

"You would too after everything."

"Excuses, excuses."

"Please you have to do something...this isn't right. If you've really changed stop this. Give him a chance let me explain."

"Urel has already pulled some strings," said Gigi. "He wont get death but it wont be pretty,"

"No I said. I paced around the room. "What else could they do with him,"

"Any number of things do I look like a legal expert,"

"You were a judge,"

"Yes but I just had to decide if someone was guilty or not there is a book for sentencing so that no sentence can be considered unjust,"

"How fair is this book,"

"I guess you're about to see,"

I paced around the viewing room for several minutes before the screen came back down.

"Is this good or bad? Was it suppose to take longer,"

"This was actually longer," said Gigi.

The middle judge spoke, "The court wants to predicate we understand these were not normal circumstances. We do not normally deal with talk of last lives. That said given all that is known about the Oodan in this life we believe this act of aggression unwarranted. The courts decsion came down three to six. We find Luka guilty of threats and attempted assassination Oodon Urel and overall the destabilization of this empire. The Oodan has sent us a letter on his part asking for leniency. Sentencing will take this into consideration, we will not be seeking execution. As per the verdict from the book of Theyos…Dawnwn Artold Pitchel known as Luka will be exiled to the Dremdi providence until he is no longer deemed a threat. His first repentment may take place in 10 years. The court has made it decision. All the judges said "Ide"

"WHAT! NO! NO!" They began to gather Luka up, "THIS ISN'T RIGHT! I HAVE TO SEE HIM!"

"I'll see what I can arrange," said Gigi she messed with something on her wrist. "I put in a request but its not promising"

"This is all your fault you guys did this on purpose."

"Excuse me. We did not. At what point did we for Luka to threatened Urel to attack him. We welcome you in, invited you to our family and fiends ball allowed you to eat with our childen and all we asked was a truce...a promise of peace, which he can not give."

"I didn't want to hear it I know what she was saying...parts of it were true but I still felt if they had left us alone none of this would have happened. I demand you release me at once,"

"You're not being held. Urel simply wanted to discuss things with the two of you something Luka couldn't manage to do peacefully"

"Well were done discussing, Luka gave Urel his answers," I said, "Realizing I still had Urel's letter. "Here are mine. I will not allow mining of our home and I do not wish to join or be asessed. i and have not chosen to threaten you at this time."

"At this time," she said "Watch it...some might take that as a threat,"

"You can take it however you want, "I demand to be released,"

"Of course I said you're not being held, I'll pass your responses on, if you want to leave go...but what will you do on your own now. You know things never go well for you,"

"Screw you," I said, "I'll go to Dremdi"

"You can't, only prisoners got there and family isn't allowed to visit. Prisoners are suppose to reflect and family distract them."

"Then FUCK IT! I'll become a prisoner,"

"Really just like that, uh," she waved her hand at me, "You know I thought for the longest time you were somehow more mature or better then me in some way. But you know after working on my "personal growth I just realize your a clingy bitch. Where it's Urel or Luka you find someone and you just go wherever they are do whatever they are doing without any actual goals of your own. All those times you put me down when you are like the defnition of a dumb bitch!"

"Call me whatever you want… judge me I don't fucking call. All I have ever wanted was to be with the one I love,"

She scoffed, 'Funny, that's what he wants most to,"

"I know,' I said, "That is why Luka and I are together."

"You know who I'm talking about," she said.

I paused realizing she was talking about Urel. I wasn't having this conversation anymore. I went t the door, "I refuse to stay here. You wont keep us apart,"

"No one is trying," she said, "Luka does just fine on his own,"

A man stepped up to us, "You requested to see Luka,"

"Yes, take me to him." I said the man turned and I followed after him. I was afraid it might be a trick but they took me to his cell. He had his head in his hands. They let me in and I rushed to him. "ARE YOU OKAY," I said running my hands over him.

He didn't respond, "Are you okay,"

"Yes, no one's hurt me...why wouldn't you just tell them what want to hear."

"I told you why I refused...after everything he's done he just can't wipe it away."

"Maybe...but maybe for one life would have a break," I said, "I've seen some things."

"It's been a day," he stammered..

"For us but the others seemed to have all moved on, their thriving, they have families, things do seem different...this time"

"SEEM!" said Luka "But we know they aren't they'll never be. You and I we know that more then anyone." he said his eyes wild. We touched foreheads "Dont believe their lies. key..don't believe things have changed for a second."

"I wont but what are we gonna do,"

"We'll figure this out."

"Yeah," I said. I felt so good being with him just being close to him I felt like all the bad things couldn't hurt us again.

A moment later his cell opened, 'Alright times up, we need to get the prisoner ready for transfer,"

"So soon,"

"They want him off the planet within the hours"

"It's okay," said Luka, "Go home or stay with Aco and Ena,"

"I want to go with you," I said "Please let us go together as long as were together we can survive anything."

"You can't," said Gigi. "Com on now."

The guard started to pull me from Luka...I didn't care...what they said I would find a way to get to Dremdi. If not physically then mentally I sent Luka a quick message and he nodded vowing to find a way to escape...We would fight.

They pulled me from his cell and took me down the hall.

"Come on lets go back,"

"No," I said, "I thank you for your hosptitality but I think this you and I end here," I said. "I wont be going back."

"You still have charges pending," she said, "For killing those men on your rock,"

"It's not some rock, it's my home and we were protecting it," I said. "If there are charges then like Luka I will face them."

"Oh please." she said. "When have you ever let yourself be accountable for anything...Someone is always bailing your ass out.."

"No," I said. "I will take care of myself, thank you,"

"Right, lets go,"

"No," I said.

"I wont ask you again," said Gigi,

"You don't have to," I said. I started to walk away. I considered ending things on a high note maybe saying something nice but fuck her fuck Urel. Once again whether this was a set up or not it was still thie-

I woke up in some sort of pod there was wires and cords everywhere I heard Gigi's voice.

"What what's going on," I said.

"She's up," said Gigi

"Gigi. What...where am I"

"You know I had this whole plan but like always you ruined it like you ruined everything...

"What," I said

"Get her to think of Luka," I heard Eyo's voice

"Right, Luka... dear beloved Luka,"

"Luka my beloved Luka," I felt weird, my head hurr. "You two just wouldn't get off the fucking planet...Then when you do, he was suppose to get arrested and, then you were suppose to rely on us...see how much Urel changed and move the fuck on…"

"Urel"

"Keep her on Urel," said Eyo

"Right, right you were suppose to spend some time with us and eventually realize how amazing and wonderful Urel is now."

"Amazing and wonderful," I felt weird…

"He really has changed, he's different this life Key, would never lay a hand on a woman that didn't want it. He's been such good husband, a great father and the leader we all need. He's taken a lot of time to worked on himself and he's helped us to grow with him and change as well. He's done so so much for everyone, he always does so much but in this life you have no idea just how much he has sacrificed for his family for his friends...for fucking strangers. He's bent over backwards to please your fucking friends. He's let things go….things that shouldn't have been let go...but he's just that kind of guy. He's given so much… he put everyone else wants and needs before his own and you know what afterafter all this time.. its his turn to get what he wants."

"What are you talking about,"

"You'll see….heh or maybe you wont depending on how this works out but….I wont let you fuck this up...You wont ruin the surprise," she said. "In the long run...this will be better for everyone… you and Luka were never gonna last... and lets face if he is the one person's whos' never going to change. Urel could go to infinity and beyond for that piece of shit and he'd still have a chip on his shoulder. I don't know about you but I'd rather have a life whee most of us can be happy instead of just some of us..

I felt sleepy.

"Did you really need to go on,"

"Fuck yes," she said, "You know I always get the last word,"

"Did you map it or whatever…"

"Yes,"

"This let's get to work,"

"I'll get to work," said Eyo, "You'll get lost,"

"Already," she said sounding distant.

"Hmp."

I heard singing."Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!" People were singing. I could see through a whole, in a box. There was a large cake done up in blue roses and candles in the center of a long table. My Urel sat in a chair at the head of the table...he looked so handsome...so strong...he was smiling as his family sang to him. His daughter was sitting in his lap...He made sure she got a big piece of cake he was such a good dad.

I passed out...I woke to Gigi clinged a spoon against her wine glass. "Alright, alright now that we've had out cake. I just wanted to take a moment to thank Urel, in this life...every life he as gone above and beyond for all of us. He's given us all we could ever ask for and most of all need. Time and time again, he's gone above and beyond sacrificing his own happiness for othersf but this years, its finally his turn to have what he truly wants."

"What's that' someone said. "Triplets' another person joked.

"No Rose has already done that,"

I heard babies crying, the room laughed. "Now now," cried Gigi calling the room to quiet, "All joke aside Urel, my husband, your father, grandfather, great grandather and now great great grandfather, really does deserves something special...something his heart desires more then anything.".

I could see Urel's face drop as everyone's attention was on Gigi. He looked unsettled. "Gigi.. What did you do?"

"Shh,' said Gigi putting her finger to her lips, "Its a surprise she said."I know you're gonna love it, but of course your just going to have to wit because if you have taught any of us anything over the years its that the best present comes last,"

"I wonder what it is," asked Irisha.

Urel kept a smile but I could tell he was upset. His family slowly brought present after preant up for him to open. He treated each of them with care and had a kind word to say to each of the gifters. I nodded of and woke up to find less people in the room. While Urel was distracted with his grand kids...or great...grand kids. Gigi began to move the box I was in.

I suddenly hear Eyo, "You should have just had her in position already,"

I wanted all his presents to be in the picture and I wasn't going to take my eyes off her for a second."

"Whatever," he said "If this goes south its on you."

"We both know it wont," she said. "Now get the door. He opened a door and we rolled into a bedroom. They shut the door and lofted the lid up off my box.

"Shit,"

"What," said Eyo

"She's up early,"

"A hand reached out taking my chin it turned it side to side, "Nah….she's still out of it.. he said. Eyes are not responsive she wont remember any of this,"

He lifted me up and they moved me down on some black silken sheets. I had a weird outfit ona blue ribbon tied around me all gathering in the center. Gigi messed with the bow. "How does it look."

"Fine," he said as he adjusted so of my hair.

Gigi slapped his hand, "No no, I curled them this morning your just messing them up. It needs to be like this," she said. She adjusted it then they both pulled back. Gigi looked pleased Eyo looked annoyed as always. "Why did I ever agree to this."

"Because no matter what he claims you and I know what make him happy".

"He is happy enough already,".

"Happy enough is not happy, you saw how bored he was with his celebrating his own birthday."

"Yes but he hates all celebrations,"

"Because up until today he's never gotten what he really wants," she said rolling her eyes.

"It's still a risk"

"Yes but without risk there is no reward and ...he's coming,"

"What," he said "How do you know!"

"Go go, I know now move move"

Eyo left through a side door. I heard front double doors rattle. "Gigi." called Urel "Where have you gotten off to."

"Have you opened all your other presents yet," she said

"Yes now open this door and give me back my braclet."

"Are you alone?"

"Yes," he said.

She quickly unlocked the door and slipped through it.

"What's going on? What have you got in there"

"I swear hundreds of years old and you still want to peak."

"You know I don't like birthdays this is just for the kids,"

"Right, right well you were a good sport. Once again always putting other desires before your own."

"About that what was that speech."

"You'll learn soon enough my love,"

"I don't have time for this, I have other things to do today. The ambassador of Locktrin is coming."

"That's part of your gift," she giggled "He's not."

"What?"

"The contracts are all signed. I just needed to put something on your schedule so it wouldn't get filled up."

"Your realized I have other things that need my attention."

"And they will be taken care of...until you're done playing with your gift."

"Gigi…" The door rattled.

"Hey don't push past me. Please, just one more second.

"What," he said.

I wasn't sure what was going on, things were quit for a minute or so then I heard moans…

"Okay, I think I can spare a moment for this,"

"Oh this," I heard her say, "This is just a warm up" She opened the doors and said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!"

Urel cautiously stepped into the room and immediately turned to the bed...he stumbled forward. "What….what did you do...that isn't...WHAT DID YOU DO!" He said rushing up the bed.

"I got her," she said "I know what you said but I saw how happy you were when she visited and how depressed you've been since you thought she'd run off but she's all yours now"

"GIGI!"

"It's alright, everything's been handled...everyone thinks she and Luka ran off."

"GIGI!" he said throught gritted teeth he turned himself away "She...she still chose him."

"Right as if that ever stopped you…"

"I've changed."

"Well so has she whether she chose him are not… he no longer exists for her...in that way

"WHAT DID YOU DO."

"What we did...is simply alert per perception… We simply used her own path ways to remind her much she's loves you." I saw him take a swipe at her but she'd move across the room. "Come on, you're still a good...guy...you didn't to this...I did.. She suddenly appeared at the door. "I did it for you baby after all you've done. I just want you to be happy, you can thank me later."

She quick shut the doors as he tore after her. He tried to open then but they wouldn't. He moved to another door...fuck...fuck fuck.. he ran his hands over his face "They've both conspired against me," He paced around the room and looked out the window. He cursed loudly "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!"

He paced some omore before he finally turned to look at me again. He stared at me for a long moment then came over and ripped the bow off tossing it across the room. He pulled me up in his arms and lightly slapped my cheeks "Keyoko...Keyoko,"

"It took me a second to realize he'd said something to me "I'm Keyoko."

"Yeah,"he said.

"Do you know who I am," he asked clearly upset.

I gave him a big smile stretching, "My love I reached up wrapping my arms around him, "I'd always know you and those beautiful ice blue eyes,"

His lips quivered, "Who is Luka,"

"Who is what," I said the wod at the end I didn't like it, I twisted my face in disgust. I dint like that that word. I looked up at Urel as he studied me.

"Do you know what's going on?"

I looked up at him and around. I bit my lip confused for a second then I remembered my eyes shot open, "On no, it's your birthday don't tell me I've missed it. How long have I been alseep, I wanted to surprise you."

"You did," he said gently running his hand through one of of my curles "Do you know..what our relationship is,"

I thought he was messing with me, "I rolled my eyes, I just told me you are my love. I quickly shot up and caught him off guard giving him a quick kiss on the lips, "Don't do that," he said jerking back.

I looked at him not understanding.

"Why," I said as he shook

"Please...don't...ever do that."

"Why not?" I pouted.

"Because," he said closing his eyes "I can't, I've accepted... I've accepted you're the one thing, I can't have in this life and if you kiss me-"

I did it again longer this time. I lingered on his lips before I pulled away and said "Like this or this," I kissed him again and again trailing kisses to his cheeks and his chin and neck. "Let's make love,"

"STOP!" He roared pulling from me

"You don't want this," he said "You hate me."

"I could never hate you...I love you."

"I do,"

"YOU DON'T'!"

"You scaring me,"

He lifted his hand tracing me in the air before turning. He went to the window. "This is cruel...the cruelest gift they could have ever given me, my so called family."

I jumped up from the bed thinking he was being silly I wrapped my arms around him hugging him from behind "Remember the time we got married… I liked that…..what life was that...it should have been all of them."

He rested his head against the glass and looked like he was going to cry looked like he was gonna cry "Urel don't be safe it's your birthday. Come back to bed I want to make love, let's make love all day long I know that is your favorite thing to do on your birthday and then we can have...cause that's my favorite thing. Oh I felt so happy" I don't know why I just fel so so happy to be with the wone I loved.

I heard him talking to himself. "I've been strong...I've been good. I've done everything….I've done everything for everyone

He turned around, I still had my arms wrapped around him. He looking down t me he brought his face in my hands. "I...love you so much," his said, "I will always love you….but you...you love someone else. No matter what I do you're always going to love someone else, more then me."

"Hmp silly," I said shaking my head, "There is no one I love more then you...well...maybe… someone,"

"Yes," he said a tear falling down his cheek. "I know,"

"Our children...because their fruit of our love. Oh Irisah reminds me of our daughter you know which one,"

"I do," he said, "She reminds me of her too. I think that is why she is my favorite...cause she was the closed out of all my children to one of our children. It's wrong I know,"

"It isn't," I said, "Because you love me the most it's only natural to love our kids the most,"

He chuckled, "Is it,...natural to love you this much."

I took his hand and put it to my breast...feel my heart beat for you.. His hand trembled. "Does it feel natural to you,"

He shook his head but smiled finally I got him to smile. I began paw at his chest...his shirt unbuttoning it. He had the sadness look in his face again and I couldn't understand why...wasn't he just happy. I touched his finger tips with my own seeing how our fingers alined. I ran my hand over his bare chest and then reached down for his belt. I undid it without taking my eyes off his. We both lsitened to them dropped and he shuttered as I grabbed hold of his posed member and squeezed it. I dropped down still hoping his gaze and took his member in my mouth. I could tell someone had already been here but I'd wash her away. I began sucking harder... he let his had fall back and dropped his hand onto of my head clearly he wanted, it wanted me.

I began bobbing my head, pulling back to the tip and then pushing all the way to the back of my throat. After a few good bobs he suddenly pulled me off "Enough," he said then quieter, "Enough"

I looked up at him thinking he was still upset. He bent down and picking me up in his arms. He carried me back to the bed and laid me down. He looked at me taking off the rest of his shirt then climbed on top of me… I spread my legs and he leaned down kissing my other lips. He kissed me gently then breathing me. He shuttered before diving in and eating me out. I looked up the mirror on the ceiling for a moment a flash of something...someone else cross my mind but it soon fadded as his tongue swirled and jabbed between my legs. It was clear he knew what he was doing. He moved up sucking on my clit and jabbed two fingers inside me. I soon came on his hand and began bucking wildly.

He pulled back and wiping his mouth. When he leaned back down again he began kissing me all over as if this were our first time. He kissed my lips cheeks chin...shoulders breasts stomach legs feet toes he even kissed my eyelids. It was clear he couldn't get enough of me and I looked forward to not getting enough of him. I stared at him member and smiled up at him as he placed it between my legs.

He sunk in deep and hard I let out a moan and groaned holding onto me tightly for a moment he just laid there before he began pupping…thrusting and grinding me into the bed. I wrapped my arm and legs around him clinging to him as our body moved together as one. I saw shadows dance across the walls...his eyes darkened as he lost himself to the powerful pleasurable fucks that verged on the edge of painful. I didn't care he could have me take all of me if I never walked again it was fine by me but I loved him loved what he and only he could do to me….

I cried out cumming hard...and then again...and again my body didn't know what do do with itself and he just kept going making it cum and cum… He flipped me rolled me side...front back...at one point he was standing and I was hanging upside down his powerful arms holding my pussy to his cock...I felt a darkness was over both of us as something deep inside us unlocked once more. A carnal nature...that had been deprived for far too long..a passion a dark lust that would swallow us up until there was nothing left but oblivion…

He threw me to the bed and raddled the head board….I cam again and again losing count..until finally at lest I felt him stiffen and let out a might roar then echoed through our bones. He burst inside me coming so hard he quivered...shaking from the pleasure if it. He came to rest his head on my chest and panted his body sweaty….I had no idea what time it was...what day or week… time lost all meaning there was no existence beyond this.

I heard him whisper to himself as he softly kissed my breasts, "I held out for as long as I could...please...please let this last as long as it can. I love you Keyoko..."

I cooed, "I love you my love."

We basked in the warmth of each others embrace and I knew we were going to stay in bed all day….but we ended up staying in bed all week. And once we emerged he didn't want me to leave his side ever again. I laughed thinking he was was being silly as if I had ever left.